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Sh'e, H'er, they them, she, he, whatever....
Bisexual
Faithfully Married.
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Post by Trinity on Aug 14, 2016 3:19:24 GMT 8
Mine feels weird.
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Post by Jennifer (Tink) on Aug 14, 2016 5:12:49 GMT 8
Feeling more feminine today. Rockin the silk underwear with butt hugging shorts on. Although the underwear is causing the shorts to continually slip down. Not sure how well these will work if I go out but for now it's relaxing and sensual.
Dreading going out though, it feels something like 107 degrees outside with about 60% humidity. If you are in the NJ / NY area you know exactly what I mean. I am a cold weather girl. I spent many years in Buffalo through my college years. I love the snow. Can't wait until winter !
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Faithfully Married.
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Post by Trinity on Aug 14, 2016 5:54:40 GMT 8
Feeling more feminine today. Rockin the silk underwear with butt hugging shorts on. Although the underwear is causing the shorts to continually slip down. Not sure how well these will work if I go out but for now it's relaxing and sensual. Dreading going out though, it feels something like 107 degrees outside with about 60% humidity. If you are in the NJ / NY area you know exactly what I mean. I am a cold weather girl. I spent many years in Buffalo through my college years. I love the snow. Can't wait until winter ! Brutal heat. Hanging out in the studio unrecognizable as a male, short nighty ya know. wife is with me. I am so not a guy. If you had known me 3 years ago you would understand just how amazing this is. Years and years I wore nylon sleep shirts, custom made, and panties underneath that were devoid of lace. It worked for me for a long time. But i did take the journey to "take a walk on the wild side." Good for you. Get comfortable in your own skin. heading out soon to look at an apartment. It looks more favorable for me on the streets, may be a bit safer in a way. Different train line, less chance of being outed by a reletive. I hope.
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Post by Jennifer (Tink) on Aug 14, 2016 6:04:18 GMT 8
Feeling more feminine today. Rockin the silk underwear with butt hugging shorts on. Although the underwear is causing the shorts to continually slip down. Not sure how well these will work if I go out but for now it's relaxing and sensual. Dreading going out though, it feels something like 107 degrees outside with about 60% humidity. If you are in the NJ / NY area you know exactly what I mean. I am a cold weather girl. I spent many years in Buffalo through my college years. I love the snow. Can't wait until winter ! Brutal heat. Hanging out in the studio unrecognizable as a male, short nighty ya know. wife is with me. I am so not a guy. If you had known me 3 years ago you would understand just how amazing this is. Years and years I wore nylon sleep shirts, custom made, and panties underneath that were devoid of lace. It worked for me for a long time. But i did take the journey to "take a walk on the wild side." Good for you. Get comfortable in your own skin. heading out soon to look at an apartment. It looks more favorable for me on the streets, may be a bit safer in a way. Different train line, less chance of being outed by a reletive. I hope. :hugs: Good luck. A change of scenery is always good. My only change of scenery that I am looking for right now is at the top of a mountain
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Post by Trinity on Aug 14, 2016 6:06:02 GMT 8
I prefer looking down and seeing a pair of hills and a small valley.
there appears to be some kind of tree thing in the valley....
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Faithfully Married.
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Post by Trinity on Aug 14, 2016 6:21:26 GMT 8
I find it incredibly funny that i can be hanging out in a sexy negligee fully transitioned and eye candy, get up, grab a coffee and a bra and jeans shirt and jacket, put a comb through the hair and walk out the door looking, and feeling, like one hot looking guy owning the street.
God I love being nonbinary trans.
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Post by Jennifer (Tink) on Aug 14, 2016 6:21:28 GMT 8
I prefer looking down and seeing a pair of hills and a small valley. there appears to be some kind of tree thing in the valley.... ROFLMAO
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Post by Jennifer (Tink) on Aug 14, 2016 6:24:07 GMT 8
Better when you are bald and can switch out the hair with a wig easily I know everyone can do that but being bald does have it's perks ..... Also a smooooooooth head is certainly a turn on for some
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Post by Trinity on Aug 14, 2016 7:09:21 GMT 8
Watch out you'll get Jamie going lol
Where is that wild thang anyway? Probably getting wined, dined, and laid by her bf.
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Post by Jennifer (Tink) on Aug 14, 2016 8:38:28 GMT 8
Wined ? .... Probably not a great idea Dined ? .... Damn I am hungry now Laid ? ... Well it's been waaaaaaaaay too long and that would sound wonderful right now
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Post by Trinity on Aug 14, 2016 9:25:39 GMT 8
Not a good night. I just look at a 2000 a month apartment and the bloody bedrooms are no bigger than closets. Cant put a bed and two dressers in any of them. Like I am going to use my wifes dresser?
Depressed tonight, its been a long dissapointing day, and the real estate market here is insanity.
I had a good thing going, I really don't like seeing it get all screwed up like this.
Oh well. Outlast it, be a warrior.
gender still is out of whack. The action superhero figure is dominate right now and that with the depression and frustration puts me into this mode thats not very pretty.
My gender flips feminine when the love feelings are out. The happy feelings. But put me into competitive business mode and you wont see that.
so dissapointing. 2 grand to live in a space where you can't even have your dressers? are you stoned?
F-ing greed.
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Post by Jennifer (Tink) on Aug 14, 2016 11:12:49 GMT 8
:hugs:
I am so sorry to hear about that Trinity.
Here if you need a sounding board.
:hugs:
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Post by Trinity on Aug 14, 2016 11:28:03 GMT 8
Thank you hon.
This is nothing. so temporary.
its not about places, its always about people.
Its always about lighting candles in the hearts.
You never know how much you affect someone else's life. And then some day, you find out.
Its the little things, the momentary caring, the hand held out, the passion of love, the touching of a life.
A kind word can save a life, just paying attention to the silent ones can mean so much.
There are silent ones on this forum, I know they are suffering, I can feel them.
Touch them. They are in your hands, they watch you, looking for some reason to keep on living, to keep on trying.
Give them that reason, in your stregnth, your hope, your compassion. Let them see who you are, so they can be who they are too.
Live the life you are given, and you will carry them with you, even though you may never know.
But in the end, you will.
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soullessdhampir
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Post by Valerie on Aug 14, 2016 11:43:36 GMT 8
dull, rough, and emotions cut off, are not things i want to associate with masculinity. feminine women can also have those feelings, and it seems more like depression than gender. though part of the mix of feelings could still be masculine. possibly. to me, the female is fierce and dangerous, and the male mellow and protective. what has to do with femininity and masculinity isn't too easy to define, and most features apply to both genders when you just explain them right. You know what you're absolutely right! I need to be much more careful with my wordings, and reading myself better. I need to stop, and analyze myself better, and look at is this gender feeling, or something else? Because you're right I described a very much more fake toxic masculinity, that is enforced in everyone of masculine identity by our society, and I completely forgot to take a reality check and go, "hold up! That's very bad thinking" Thanks you for calling me out, and giving me a new perspective of looking at femininity and masculinity! Because it totally makes sense, and that's what I most read in my witchcraft studies about how the gods and goddesses/ masculine and feminine energy is seen as and fault! I apologize for letting my depression cloud my mind, and judgement, and I apologize if I offended, or hurt anyone.
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sooty
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Post by Taka on Aug 14, 2016 15:52:27 GMT 8
what's important is to stop and think about where your feelings really come from.
the most interesting is what you describe as toxic masculunity, which i view as a ridiculous expectation that western society has of men.
in other cultures, men hug each other, they cry when they are sad, and are in touch with their feelings. they too aren't supposed to cry when physically hurt, but there are just as many girls who don't cry. maybe even more, because girls aren't supposed to cry about all the thi.gs they don't get to do just because they're girls...
it's all about culture, and almost nothi.g has to do with gender. except the feeli.g of wanting to feel protected by her man, which seems rather female in nature. but i believe many gay men are the same. so generalizations are still bad.
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