How does your gender feel today?

[Trinity]

Today...very, very sh'e.

And very fluttery Taka, too much so, sh'e wants h'er night out.

Even full out sh'e right now, though not externally dressed, i am well aware that I am an androgyne. And a rather horny one tonight.

Hence, sh'e.

Ssshhhhhhhh.....

*flashes leg hoping to get some attention from h'er eagle*

God i've missed being flirty in here.

Ok fairy go hide before you embarrass yourself...

[Jennifer (Tink)]

Felling VERY she today. Went shopping for jewelry, shave stuff, started shaving legs, talked to my gurlfriends about clothes shopping and types of clothes I love that they wear.

It's been a glorious day !!!

[Trinity]

Lol I am rebounding after my theater talks.

This is going to be wild on stage genderfreed.

They, and loving it.

S.J.

[Valerie]

Lately I really haven't been feeling much in gender. So that just makes me think I've been more agender for awhile now, like I just don't really see or feel myself as either more masculine or feminine. Definitely just very genderless, which is quite nice actually. It feels good being more genderless, free to be whatever. But I guess if anything I tend to present as more male, but I just see myself as when I talk or just be I'm just don't really see much of any more gender characteristics, I'm just being me. Haha so yea

[EchelonHunt]

I can relate to that, Valerie. I'll always be genderless, it feels like "me".

My genderlessness has merged with my maleness. Lately, I have been soul-searching and finding not only do I feel my physical body is meant to be male, but how I think, process, feel, react is very male.

A kind, silly, androgynous, feminine, queer, logical, mature, in touch with emotions, creative, asexual, free to be kind of male.

I realise now there are millions of males, millions of females and they are all very different and unique in their own way. I can be my own example of the kind of male I want to be. I can be free to write my own identity,

It just annoys me that I was at the LGBT club one night and I was being myself, giddy and child-like but the two guys I met were looking at me like, "Oh God, you're visibly gay." Like I was a flamboyant gay male.

NO. I am NOT a gay male. I am being myself, I am asexual and queer. I wish people wouldn't slot others into pigeon holes like that. Now I know how that FTM Youtuber (Chase Ross) feels when he gets frustrated that people assume he is gay based on appearance and mannerisms.

[Jennifer (Tink)]

Today feeling a bit he due to all the issues today.
Although I was crying before in a vulnerable way.
I swung back and forth all day today hour by hour.

Oh well. That's why we are who we are

[Leena]

Jul 29, 2016 11:12:40 GMT 8 EchelonHunt said:

I can relate to that, Valerie. I'll always be genderless, it feels like "me".

My genderlessness has merged with my maleness. Lately, I have been soul-searching and finding not only do I feel my physical body is meant to be male, but how I think, process, feel, react is very male.

A kind, silly, androgynous, feminine, queer, logical, mature, in touch with emotions, creative, asexual, free to be kind of male.

I realise now there are millions of males, millions of females and they are all very different and unique in their own way. I can be my own example of the kind of male I want to be. I can be free to write my own identity,

It just annoys me that I was at the LGBT club one night and I was being myself, giddy and child-like but the two guys I met were looking at me like, "Oh God, you're visibly gay." Like I was a flamboyant gay male.

NO. I am NOT a gay male. I am being myself, I am asexual and queer. I wish people wouldn't slot others into pigeon holes like that. Now I know how that FTM Youtuber (Chase Ross) feels when he gets frustrated that people assume he is gay based on appearance and mannerisms.

There's something I really like about the flamboyant gay male, even if I also sometimes am mistaken for one. They just are what they are, and really confident in that.

While it may be harder to be as confident as non-binary, for a number of reasons, I do still seek to be that confident in who I am. I do know who I am, and I am in an awkward place between androgyne and MtF, or at least that's where I tend to be most of the time, even if I am still fluid and might feel fully MtF or even more masculine than feminine at times, I tend to come back to this more like a girl than a guy point.

[Jennifer (Tink)]

I have been swaying from Masculine to Feminine back again all day long. Literally minute to minute / hour to hour. I am Bi-Polar as well so that is triggering so many emotions today.

Depressed about being a man, switching to euphoria about exploring my feminine aide, to depressed about the exploration and then angry as I am expected to "be a man".

Ughhhh. I just need a nap .....

[Leena]

It is not unusual for this to happen when one starts down this journey.

I do still swing back and forth but it's not as emotional and my swings tend to last longer lately. I also kind of got used to this being how I am.

[Trinity]

Mine: Androgyne, and powerful, strong, sensitive, feminine, masculine, sensual, and just fabulous.

The blend on 8 cylinders, nothing weak about it. Where my gender has gone since my levels changed and since I got back into training, is nothing I ever expected, and this is really cool.

I mean, this is beyond cool, this person I am becoming, was, and am still finding.

Those of you who got me here know who you are, on this board. Lifesaving, and look what has happened for me because of you.

I do love you, all of you, it sounds gushy, but its real, the love of real friends in the unicorn forest is priceless, and I didn't even know it was ok to love others besides my wife.

I was one messed up cookie.

Deep thanks tonight, all of you.

Satin Joy.

[Jennifer (Tink)]

Feeling full out femme today.

Relaxing and basking in it today.
Wife and kids are gone until midnight so it will be a nice calm day.
Warm shower, shaving, aloe lotion earl grey tea, reading and watching Netflix.

Looking for to it all !

Have a good Friday all my Lovelies !

[Taka]

my gender simply feels happy. not forced, neither trying too hard.

gender has turned out to be of no importance at all. though i think my brain is functioning better with higher t levels. i'm not sure how trans that even makes me, because it's not part of the description. i'm happy being me, even if that's kind of woman, and i don't feel any need to explain how i hate what female hormones to to my psyche or use gender to justify wanting a mastectomy.

[Trinity]

Mine are coming up to low dose levels from scratch and I feel more of the physical she parts.

And calmer, more tranquil, yet focussed and emotional.

I need estrogen to feel well. No doubt at all.

[Valerie]

I still feel a bit of genderless, but also lately I been going on more masc feeling, and really much more of my emotions being cut off, and just feeling very more dull rough masc lately, but also still genderless.

But I've started acknowledging that I can be and feel genderless while also feeling some masc/fem

[Taka]

dull, rough, and emotions cut off, are not things i want to associate with masculinity. feminine women can also have those feelings, and it seems more like depression than gender.

though part of the mix of feelings could still be masculine. possibly.

to me, the female is fierce and dangerous, and the male mellow and protective. what has to do with femininity and masculinity isn't too easy to define, and most features apply to both genders when you just explain them right.