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Faithfully Married.
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Post by Trinity on Jul 13, 2016 0:17:12 GMT 8
LOL I hit a vein injecting this weekend, bruise the size of a nickel.
Shot too high up.
However, on the lower dose, I do feel sharper, less narced out.
Dysphoria however becomes noticeable right around now in the cycle, as soon as levels begin to crest out and drop.
I feel very, very, wild fairy androgyne sh'e.
Flutter flutter Taka....
ooohhhh
(wonder if they see this post. HAH!)
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Post by Trinity on Jul 13, 2016 0:20:44 GMT 8
Don't know if you noticed.
Wild ANDROGYNE sh'e. My self perception has shifted a bit. Still on the border between MTF and Nonbinary,or nonbinary mtf if you want, but my gender is getting solidly dialed in.
Yeah Jamie, take the porn out of the word and purify the image, and shemale fits pretty darn well. As a bottom,but there is even more going on now with my wife, I am a little surprised but if I could get her to let me, I would top her in a heartbeat.
TMI?
You won't learn shit if I am not transparent.
Blessings dears.
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Faithfully Married.
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Post by Trinity on Jul 13, 2016 9:42:31 GMT 8
Feelig different as the levels fall.
Subtle but interesting.
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he and they work best
rather fluid
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Post by Taka on Jul 14, 2016 15:49:36 GMT 8
but that's good. finding the right balance seems to be the most important step.
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Post by Trinity on Jul 17, 2016 19:48:53 GMT 8
I hit a vein again, back to back weeks. Less bruising this time.
Results by Friday.
They want mecto do dide leg shots, im worried about hitting a bone. Did that once and it was awful.
Oh well.
Yeah my gender perception has shifted in an interesting way.
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Post by Trinity on Jul 30, 2016 23:20:40 GMT 8
My estrogen levels are all messed up.
I sure swear a lot when E is less than 15 and T is at 35. I was also flushed in the face and felt really like crap. Low energy, fatigue, and somehow like an old cardboard box. Mentally fairly sharp and aggressive.
Back to .5 cc per week. The familiar tranquilizing effect is in play. I took the shot last night in the side of my thigh. And yes it calmed me down, made me docile, more feminine emotionally.
This is really not stable with these levels. Potent stuff.
They suggested oral and i shot that down..oral doesnt get me up to high menapausal levels.
Curious, if anyone is reading it, what maab androgyne estrogen levels are your sweet spots.
You can post as a guest....
Trinity...Satin Joy....Perry
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Post by Trinity on Jul 31, 2016 0:09:01 GMT 8
Not gunna let this take me totally she.
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Post by Trinity on Jul 31, 2016 2:33:38 GMT 8
It is very strange feeling how the E is affecting me in the area of "drive"
The sharpness is down, softness up. Yet dealing with some fairly "action figure required" stuff, the personaity that is showing is the male component.
Its not gendersplit but this is taking a little getting used to.
I may split the dose up more. Like every 3 1/2 days.
I am cool with low dose but not cool with e crashing.
Never thought it would be so complicated.
And i am having trouble sourcing a 1.0 cc im syringe.
Can you reuse a syringe with a clean new needle each shot? Trinity
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Post by Trinity on Aug 3, 2016 6:42:07 GMT 8
Bottoming hard, another hormone crash, mid week. Just injected about .25- to level it out.
But with the wrong syringe size, I get my 1 ml's saturday for more accuracy.
And I am not hearing when i will get my refill, apparently there is an estradiol valerate shortage.
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Post by Trinity on Aug 22, 2016 6:24:18 GMT 8
reads like a cliffhanger, and unfinished thread.
I don't know what my levels are, but am up to .25 cc every 2 1/2 days, and spiro is cut to 50.
I am not getting morning erections, but I do notice there is more libido.
Dysphroria is practically nil, only a nagging concern in my mind about maintaining and continuing to develop feminization. Feelings remain very much androgyne and happy about that, just weirded out a little bit that I feel so balanced in this new gender experience I am having, and how much different I feel from 6 months ago when my hormone levels were way above typical conservative mtf levels into standard female levels.
When I say androgyne I mean very androgyne. And I like it.
As I look back in life, it makes sooo much sense to me.
I want to go up on the E just because I feel a little to much malaise which is typical of low estrogen levels, and still flush and have mild hot flashes. I'd prefer cutting that out. Also I sure don't want vellus hair changing back into guy hair, I would flip out over that.
Not a bad thing to OD and then flatline on levels. The slow ramp up after becoming matured as a transperson is a real useful lesson for me.
Trinity
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Post by Trinity on Sept 7, 2016 9:12:16 GMT 8
E level 35, way under transition levels. T at 2 on 50 mg spiro.
Doubled the dose tonight. It hit hard, i feel the shift. Its an immediate feeling, strong stuff. Lets see where this goes.
Went right to sh'e...
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Post by Trinity on Oct 1, 2016 20:36:16 GMT 8
Hormones are stabilizing at a higher low dose level. Turns out leg shots arent what you are supposed to do, its supposed to be butt shots.
Hoping my thinner needles come in.
Still very much they and trying to adjust to that shift. It feels like another transition in a way.
I was on spiro too long. It messed up my stomach a bit.
Bloods mid month. I want to be back to full mtf transition levels without losing my clarity and strength.
Really glad i am off spiro. Though a withdrawl side effect is my hairs falling out.
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Post by Trinity on Oct 1, 2016 20:36:40 GMT 8
And i dont like wigs...
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Post by Trinity on Oct 6, 2016 18:56:30 GMT 8
Going to start progestelle for hair regrowth.
Blood work tommorrow. I think i am at nominal transition levels.
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Faithfully Married.
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Post by Trinity on Oct 20, 2016 10:40:52 GMT 8
My estrogen is up to 600 again. Going to back it down a tad.
But I still am feeling quite androgyne. Even though I present, and pass, as female many times.
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