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Post by Ayla on Apr 27, 2015 6:00:05 GMT 8
Shan/TSJ
Thank you for your support. I don't think this will cause a major disruption but it would have been nice not to have to deal with this. My wife is sensitive, she is smart, she gets this intellectually. But she is also very private and protective of her family and will always seek to avoid embarrassment. She trusts me, but ... she knows that I always put others first, she knows that dysphoria has caused me significant distress, she knows that I like to present as being strong and in control, and she says that she fears that she is denying me my right to be myself.
I have tried many similar things to that which you have proposed Shan. TSJ - she will not speak with a therapist or counsellor. But we will get through this. This is just another bend in the road we have chosen. We hadn't anticipated another sharp and punishing ascent, but the views are always worth it.
Safe travels
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Post by Deleted on Apr 27, 2015 6:29:09 GMT 8
Most often the best therapy is conversation between husband and wife in a quiet peaceful environment. We spent time with a highly rated a marriage counselor early on and the fellow was incredulous over how we could still be together and in love following my orchiectomy, he just couldn't wrap his male mind around it. His young female intern got it. We went home disgusted and proceeded to work through issues on our own with great success.
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Post by Deleted on May 20, 2015 0:20:30 GMT 8
I found my first bra, a 34a unlined.
It fits.
What I got, well, it's real, and easy to hide. So, it's ok.
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Post by Deleted on May 25, 2015 20:24:43 GMT 8
For those who served and we're recognized, thank you.
For those who served in stealth, and not recognized or thanked, thank you for your service.
For those who carry those wounds, we love you.
For the bravest, we are awestruck, and thank you.
For the stealth ops, we are humbled, we thank you.
I pray for your wounds and your hearts.
You who never got thanked.
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Post by Deleted on May 26, 2015 15:34:21 GMT 8
Finally sleep might take me makes me happy, but I have a raging headache so im unhappy too.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 3, 2015 0:44:10 GMT 8
Out buying Chinese food. The young clerk can't handle it and looks like I did when I saw the rats, but the street guy with no leg and one hand that I got to help and love up a minute helping him with his soda can, he was totally cool with me.
Guess which one I respect more?
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Post by Deleted on Jun 3, 2015 9:41:47 GMT 8
Epilating. Like burning cigs sometimes, but the results...
Priceless.
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Post by Edge on Jun 3, 2015 12:06:27 GMT 8
I am developing a bit of a crush on someone. The problems? He's my friend's brother which she may find weird. She's also said he's gay which means he can't be attracted to me because I have the wrong body parts. He also said this evening that he's never been on a date and, instead of flirtatiously suggesting that I take him on a date like I wanted to, I just shut down and said "that's unfortunate" and I think I came across as an asshole because I got all self conscious about being trans. On top of that, I'm hateful and have a history of being promiscuous among other things which tend to turn people off even if I was an ordinary guy.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2015 2:51:31 GMT 8
I feel like someone turned the emotional amplifier on high...
Emotional creature, your fairy...
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Post by Ayla on Jun 4, 2015 6:41:13 GMT 8
News overload. News Station running behind. Sorry folk.
Today there were dozens of articles globally. Will take a few hours to filter so will hold until after work. Means our community is dominating the air waves which is a good thing, but the flow is now in full flood. Suspect that there may be some duplication and I may miss others. Please add those articles that you think are most significant and relevant
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2015 7:33:24 GMT 8
News overload. News Station running behind. Sorry folk. Today there were dozens of articles globally. Will take a few hours to filter so will hold until after work. Means our community is dominating the air waves which is a good thing, but the flow is now in full flood. Suspect there may be some duplication and I may miss others. Please add those that articles that you think are most significant and relevant Aisla You've been amazing Aisla.
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Post by Ayla on Jun 4, 2015 7:37:39 GMT 8
Thank you but it is really enjoyable and gives me an excuse to read a lot and there is now a lot to read Just don't want to let the team down here when folk are contributing to much to our community
Safe travels
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Post by Deleted on Jun 29, 2015 9:40:41 GMT 8
Finally got to use the epilator after about a week and a half. Been that busy.
Suggest y'all don't wait that long...
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Post by Deleted on Jun 29, 2015 13:14:35 GMT 8
What made me happy and unhappy.....I don't really know, but what I do know is that I want to lock myself in my room and never leave. I've got my dr check up tomorrow for my pills and I'm gonna tell him I need something to calm me down. I'm happy, but in all the wrong ways at the absolute wrong times. I guess the only thing I can say I'm proud of is that for having male parts I was blessed, but it's a pain in the ass when you get aroused and he wants to play when you aren't thinking about him. It's like a massive clit with a mind of it's own that is almost determining how my day goes.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 29, 2015 19:08:48 GMT 8
What made me happy and unhappy.....I don't really know, but what I do know is that I want to lock myself in my room and never leave. I've got my drive suspect your t levels are too much for you. Talk to the docs... check up tomorrow for my pills and I'm gonna tell him I need something to calm me down. I'm happy, but in all the wrong ways at the absolute wrong times. I guess the only thing I can say I'm proud of is that for having male parts I was blessed, but it's a pain in the ass when you get aroused and he wants to play when you aren't thinking about him. It's like a massive clit with a mind of it's own that is almost determining how my day goes. I suspect your t levels are to high for you to handle. And watch for anything pornographic, that'll take you over the edge, stead clear of it. You're mitigating the stress and dysphoria and it's making you horny. Suggest you up the gender therapy frequency, get on low dose Spiro, and keep talking it out. I do understand... hrt made a big difference, I'm clearly needing it personally. Docs....
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