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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 16, 2015 6:40:48 GMT 8
Everything has some sort of energy to it. Might be hard to use it, but the potential is there. Salt water? The salt flats are moist right under the surface, usually, the salt will hold a lot of water in it, it has an affinity for it, attracts it. So the lake is really just to much water and it sits on top of it right there. Yep , lots of potential energy, electrical potential is high. There are places that are over very large quartz deposits as well. Those seem to have UFO people and other kinds as well hanging around the area. Quartz under pressure produces a lot of electricity, and can store the potential pretty good as well. Any flat area, salt, alkaline, dry lake beds, they all look weird at night, especially if you don't know exactly what you are seeing. All that stuff can produce floating balls of energy, ball lightning or just floaty light things that disappear as fast as you can get near them. Odd the nobody just goes and sits where they think they see them, instead of standing way off and pointing at them... But yah,.. there are things that are just to weird to even talk about in some places. Even if someone else see's the same thing, don't really want to try and say what the hell that was. Just keep on going and hope it isn't following you, at least not for very long...
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Post by Deleted on Feb 16, 2015 7:24:01 GMT 8
I had a dream last night that i got laid, but I cant remember who nailed me....
Anyone here dream you nailed Satinjoy?
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Post by Auroramarianna on Feb 16, 2015 8:08:42 GMT 8
My dreams are very neutral. They almost always very symbolic, so I don't wake up too rushed or nervous from them. I have dreamed of natural disasters many times and me being the only survivor. But there's times where I just observe things happenning around me without participating in them. I guess this may mean I feel impotent to what's happening to me and around me? But I haven't had these dreams lately. I also remember one where I was plucking a hair on my chin and I could see the whole hair root coming out - and the meaning this one has to me is obvious - removing masculinity, nip the problem in the bud. I have also dreamt of my grandpa's death, as he had been very sick, before he died. I dream of natural disasters a lot, and they are almost always tsunamis. I was traumatized by the 2004 earthquake and tsunami in Sumatra and Thailand, I was horrified by the images I saw, it really had a big impact on me, I was 8 when it happened.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 17, 2015 5:55:26 GMT 8
I had a dream last night that i got laid, but I cant remember who nailed me.... Anyone here dream you nailed Satinjoy? No but I only dream of Ten Seconds to Love. OMG I need to shut up.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 17, 2015 10:36:55 GMT 8
I have dreams about 9/11, Haiti an such. The tsunami events are just as bad. I was traumatized by going into an earthquake zone to help decades ago, thousands died in the first couple minutes. I had no idea the harm it was doing to me at the time, I spent to much time in the rubble fields. I still have nightmares on a regular basis. Then 9/11 set off a chain of events that still haunt me. People have no idea from watching these kinds of things on TV or reading about them. It's the looks on everyone's, everyone's, faces more than what they tend to show, just the effects of it. When everyone around you doesn't have to say what they are thinking, you never see that emotional devastation.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 18, 2015 5:53:33 GMT 8
I have dreams about 9/11, Haiti an such. The tsunami events are just as bad. I was traumatized by going into an earthquake zone to help decades ago, thousands died in the first couple minutes. I had no idea the harm it was doing to me at the time, I spent to much time in the rubble fields. I still have nightmares on a regular basis. Then 9/11 set off a chain of events that still haunt me. People have no idea from watching these kinds of things on TV or reading about them. It's the looks on everyone's, everyone's, faces more than what they tend to show, just they effects of it. When everyone around you doesn't have to say what they are thinking, you never see that emotional devastation. Tragedy effects us all. the only tragedy I ever dream about is me being male. People live and people die. That is life Ativan. We can't change it or stop it. When our proverbial number comes up then we should face it with some kind of dignity and hope. I hope and my whole beliefs are surrounded by that hope. I myself have had to scoop up what was left of a guy's brains from a beach. He was a friend even and I had to shoo the fish away to get what was his but never got it all. I don't have nightmares because I choose to believe he is in a better place but with my beliefs he may be going through hell on this rock again.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 18, 2015 11:21:06 GMT 8
You really don't want to know what I have scooped up, picked up, tossed over there, and had to have taken from me because I couldn't move. And that's just in one day out of more than I want to remember. People live and people die, we can't change it or stop it? Oh yes we can. I have made those decisions more times than I care to remember. Spent more than the usual hour talking about it again with my therapist a few hours ago. Always a good time trying to make the words come out of my mouth that my mind is screaming at me to just,.. not.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 21, 2015 1:55:49 GMT 8
I dreamed about illuminess.
I dreamed the forum got trapped Into focussing too much on dark things instead of light.
I didn't sleep well.
I think I care a lot. They've been pouring their heart out.
That's what I dreamed,all night long. Woke me up at three a.m.
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Post by Laura J on Feb 21, 2015 13:08:47 GMT 8
I had a very powerful dream about a week ago, that has greatly helped me understand my sexual orientation, which I always thought was set in stone, but I am relieved to know from this dream that my heart is in line with what I share with others, and not just lip service that sounds nice on a sign.
I will try and write it and post it. It might take a day or two.?
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Post by Laura J on Feb 21, 2015 14:45:04 GMT 8
My dream takes place on a ship that has been out to sea for 6 months. A cargo ship maybe, not sure? The basis of my dream is what's happening in my bunk quarters. There are 3-4 of us sharing our quarters, bunks, lockers, a small table with a laptop computer on it where we can send emails to family.
I don't have family, so I was emailing some friends instead. One friend and I hit it off so well, Jean, and we started emailing every day. The ships radios could only send text emails, no photos, so we could only write messages.
Jean and I started writing longer and longer emails, sharing more and more intimate secrets about each other. The emails were slowly becoming love letters, both of us felt it, and it felt wonderful.! We were falling in love.
As my 6 months at sea were coming to a close, I started asking Jean if she'd meet me at the dock when i arrived, I wanted desperately to see her for the first time, as we couldn't attach photos to our emails aboard ship.
Only 2 days till we docked, and Jean stopped emailing.? I begged her to tell me what was wrong.? The only reply was her saying, "I'm so sorry, I ruined everything".? I kept begging and asking, what happened.? What are you talking about.? But nothing........
Then the morning before we docked Jean emailed.. I asked her what happened.? That no matter what it was that I loved her and didn't care.! Jean hesitated, then just blurted it out, " I'm a guy... Not female.. I led you on, its all my fault. Jean is French, its a mans name also. You assumed I was female, and we got so close, I didn't want to ruin it... I love you, and was scared you'd just cut me off... I know you're not gay.. I was selfish.. I'm so sorry"....
I said nothing after that for the rest of the day. My world was turned upside down... I didn't have anything to say.?
After collecting my thoughts a bit, I emailed Jean.. I said, I don't know what this all means, i don't know what to say.? But, I know I want to know what you look like, if even just to have a memory of a face to go with the past 6 months of messages... I asked Jean to stay over away from the crowds there waiting for others, and wait by the grassy field where the ships cooks and workers came out, and maybe we would see each other.? Jean agreed, but sounding so sad...
I had no intention of saying anything to Jean when I saw him, he had deceived me, and I was upset and angry..
So the ship docked. I walked down and around the back of the ship, towards the grass field and parking area. I didn't notice a guy waiting or looking for anyone.? Then I noticed a guy standing over by a tree next to the cars, and he was looking at me. I was shaking, scared, unsure, confused..
Jean was tall, thin, longish light brown hair, sunglasses.. As I walked closer he took off his sunglasses, his eyes red from crying and tears running down one side of his face.. I'd never seen anyone look at me like that before, it made me sad to my core that I had a part in causing his pain.. I walked up to him, I was in tears now too.. He reached out, Im so sorry he said again and again, and I held him there, just whispering I love you in his ear over and over..
We had no idea what would happen tomorrow, all that mattered was that moment.. We took each others hand, and disappeared into a dream..
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Post by Taka on Feb 22, 2015 0:23:34 GMT 8
are you saying that to yourself, mark?
tuesday night, i had a dream. a terrible dream that kept me awake all night. or it woke me up every hour. i could probably blame a cold to. i dreamed that my house was bought by someone else while i was sleeping, for just a little less that the highest i was planning to go.
horrible!
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Post by Laura J on Feb 22, 2015 0:58:35 GMT 8
Usually I forget my dreams in minutes, but that one stuck in my head. I started writing it down to remember, and kept remembering details and adding them. It turned out reading like a short story, but yeah I did dream it.
Yes, I'm sure its me in the dream, on the ship.
The thing that really moved me was that I've always felt strictly heterosexual, but on other social media and in real life, I'm a passionate advocate for LGBT causes, and have always had some gay friends here and there, but I never really had to be faced with my own sexuality in relationship to someone different, and I always wondered if I was just saying that I believe "love is love" on the outside, or what I'd do if faced with that.??
This dream kind of cemented and relieved me at the same time, that I possibly could genuinely feel those feelings for the same sex..
It just meant a lot to me being able to freely dream like that.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 22, 2015 1:28:41 GMT 8
I dream as non-binary as I am IRL. 'She' sometimes has dreams of having sex with males and females, it doesn't matter. The 'He' side is there, but doesn't interfere, 'he' has dreams that are hetro usually. So for me, they tend to be all over the place when it comes to having sex. Sometimes it involves quite a few people at the same time, lol. I wish they were more that than the nightmares I seem to have far to many times.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 25, 2015 17:32:00 GMT 8
I had an important dream.
Cynthia and I were all prepared and suited up to blast off in a rocket, we were strapping in to blast off, with one other astronaut.
Mission control suddenly called, didn't let us on the rocket, replacing us both. We were pissed, went to look for another rocket to buy.
The rocket we were supposed to take off in but mission control had intervened and said no you are not going, it blasted off and exploded, blew up before it got off the ground, but we were not on it.
We went to check out other rockets. Buy our own, not someone else's mission.
The meaning is crystal clear.
Both of us are staying, but are looking at opportunities...here.
Important dream...i haven't had one in a long time, too tired. Just this. Told my wife, we do that, many guidelines came from dreams, jobs, other stuff.
Eyes wide open, nails out, heart joyous and as free as trans....
Trinity. Satinjoy.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 13, 2015 21:21:19 GMT 8
I dreamed I was in home depot and a guy came up to me, and older man, and asked me to drive his tractor trailor. It was a tandem trailer with a car - probably my minivan - attached to the back, at least two tandems but later in the dream there were four.
So I put it in gear, with no training, and pulled out on a winding road leading to groveland florida. There were mountains, the edge was on my right, the steep mountain was on my left. As I drove the unweildy and extremely long truck it responded in a way that was barely under control. I was unable to maintain my lines, often crossing the centerline as the truck picked up speed to an unsafe level. I fought with the wheel, which was lineal instead of oval and was very hard to turn. Throughout all if it my gender was my true one, the core fully myself and real.
Brakes were useless, like they are when you are on a racetrack going over a hundred in the oval, they just spin. The only thing I could do was go with the truck and try to keep it stearing downhill without wrecking or going over the edge or jack-knifing. So I fought the truck through the curves and hung on.
At one point in the drive I hit a major bump and three of the tandem trailers flipped up and stacked precariously on top of each other in a tangled snarl not unlike a fine chain. I saw an overpass and the top tandem got hit real hard but we kept on going.
I reached groveland and pulled into a parking lot and parked the car. The old man then graded me and told me I could never drive a tandem rig as I did not have the talent and it was unsafe for me to do so. But I did have the talent to drive any box trucks and he approved my liscence for that.
I went into the hotel that was there, the home depot became a hotel in the dream. On the right was a pool, I remembered I had no time to maintain mine. In the bottom were many dead leaves, but the pool was clear as crystal. I noted all I needed to do was to get the dead leaves out of the pool.
The old man told me I would be a very attractive woman if I shaved my armpits.
I walked away, someone made a pass or something but I missed that, and then my real alarm clock woke me out of the dream.
There are many significant meanings and warnings in the dream. The truck is my current situation in job, the pool my spiritual condition. The commentary on gender is significant as I am coming into more and more acceptance of my full self and potentials.
The truck is the load and new responsibilities I carry, I must work many extra hours to meet the need. The leaves, old ideas that are useless in my spiritual condition, water is spirit and spiritual purity, vehicles are always carreer. There is also an allusion to the move as I moved with the minivan in tow tandem style behind our moving box truck, 50 feet long on the road.
The Lord would not put me into my position for failure. The dream is a warning and highly significant if I wish to survive and not go over the edge.
I think I'll shave my armpits. Never considered it. Doesnt bother me but would be an enhancement.
But dont want to push the wife either, I look all girl already at night. And love every second of that.
We spent the late night watching an Indian music video composite with a fire in the electric fire place and the lights out, wrapped into each other on the couch, me fully expressed, her as she is. I am truly a miracle, this life is nothing short of a miracle.
Trinity Satin Joy
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