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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 13, 2015 9:01:11 GMT 8
Yeah the "little green men". Shit how many time I hit the brakes hard because it looked like someone or something was about to cross the road in front of me. Ativan dear, those are little greys that you get the close encounters from. I have helped a driver that broke down and gave him a ride to Cline's Corner NM. I was driving between Santa Fe NM between I25 and I40 on two lanes. I hit 40 in Cline's Corner. This guy was shook up. He told me when he topped the hill there was what he though was emergency vehicles in the middle of the road and hit the brakes hard and took the shoulder but the lights went up and he lost all power to the truck. I looked and all the wiring was fried under the hood, even his Qualcom. Don't know? Maybe maybe not. Company drivers get pushed pretty hard by college educated dispatchers that have watched too many Smokey and The Bandit movies. But then again, it could have been something. Regardless I looked under the hood and the wiring harnesses did seem to be burned up and melted. SO maybe, maybe not. Could have been sleep deprivation and coincidence or he could have actually seen what he says he saw. I have even heard on the CB of something in the skies many times out west that driver's couldn't explain. Some are planes that reach the 10,00o ft threshold to turn the landing lights on. Others venus on the horizon flikering and flashing. Even Sun dogs when the clouds and sun is setting just right and atmospheric conditions are just right. All the years I have only seen one thing that I couldn't explain. In Nevada evel less than 100 miles from the infamous Area 51. What? I don't know but it may or may not have been. I just know that aircraft don't use blue for lights and what I saw was definitely blue in color. If they used blue lights on secret projects, wouldn't that sound about right to make people believe it wasn't an aircraft? Those skies are off limits to even military unless they have clearance. I suppose they could use any lights they wanted out there. I've seen to many weird things in the night skies, I can't explain them and never heard of anything that really does... Out west, those long stretches of especially two lanes, yeah, some pretty weird stuff. Had electrical turning on and off a few times. Nothing burnt, and the vehicle slows down, but then it all comes back on, like it never happened. Like several times in an hour. Could be a problem, but everything checks out the next day, and it never happens again. Maybe just jiggled that connection back into place by checking? I hate those road walkers that appear out of nowhere, especially the ones that come out of the fog at night. But the big question for me is, why bother with us? If you time travel, maybe a vacationer? Another place in the universe? Why bother with us, we can't be that important. Unless it's like a required teaching course on what not to do... Perceptions of distance and where the horizon is at night can be way off. There are more things, animals, bugs, out there in the night than during the day once you're out of the city. There was one time in Wyoming headed towards the Black Hills that I kept seeing stuff out of the corner of my eyes, but off the road, like pretty far off the road. I let this go until there was just to much and slowed down and turned the headlights off the road. Fricken Jack Rabbit mating season, hundreds and hundreds of them, they would hop every so often and stop. You couldn't see them in the dark unless they moved. Riding with a guy one time out west, two lane, he slams on the brakes and we're skidding all over the place. He gets it stopped and is just staring at the road. I ask whats wrong and he keeps saying, 'where's the road?' I tell him it's right there a few times and he gets really agitated and starts screaming at me that the road disappeared. I told him to drive very slow, creep up to where it ends... There was new pavement and was a lot darker. They hadn't painted the centerline yet and it was going up an incline. I couldn't help but laugh my ass off. We had to be thirty feet from it before he saw it for what it was.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 13, 2015 11:19:29 GMT 8
The car and career parallel is interesting, I get those.
Chase dreams I get, I am always ....crossdressed as a girl...in these. Although how can I be crossdressed lol.
Jobs have come in dreams. My wife dreamed a golden key and told me. I grabbed a phone and called a lock company on the gold coast, there had been a fatal wreck, an opening for a keying expert. Hired on the spot.
Messages in dreams. These are not visions or lucids though. Dreams.
And the worst is where I drink in a dream. They scare the Crap out of me, takes hours to realize I didn't drink.
And although I feel guilty on it, sometimes I am made love to in dreams. I usually wake up out of them, but the feeling of being penetrated is very real. Ummmm. And never a face,,never one I know. Maybe a spirit in the night?
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Post by Deleted on Feb 13, 2015 12:43:40 GMT 8
My dreams are about my fears... If I'm scared that a loved one might die due to a health crisis they're going through, I'll dream something representative of that, with the fear/terror cranked up to insane levels. Or I might dream about past sexual abuse and how shitty that felt... I always experience some negative emotion in my nightmares about a hundred times stronger than when I'm awake. I dunno how anyone could enjoy something like that. I guess our nightmares are felt differently? If they're just run of the mill bad things happening (or anything bad happening to me), then they don't bother me. Pikachu, we will always fear for the lives of our loved ones. That can be nightmare. Depending on beliefs though, it doesn't necessarily mean that they are gone forever. That I don't either. I gave up trying to understand it. I have been there hon, like I said I must be really deranged. I guess I see myself as female in those dreams and even as invasive, perverted on his part and just plain old evil as he was, at least I perceive myself as a female in those dreams. I don't know and really don't know how to explain it but I would rather go through hell as a woman than walk in heaven as a man. Sometimes I do have good dreams of being me but... I done tole you I was deranged. Heaven and bliss as a man for eternity or hell and eternity and whatever else as a woman, I'll take the hell every time. Done been raped so that was sort of hell. Even though.... OMG I am a really messed up person. So it's a good thing I believe in reincarnation. But if not then so be it. I will take hell as a woman over heaven as a man any day. I don't associate a gender with any of those experiences I have nightmares about... There's nothing whatsoever in any way enjoyable or comforting about them to me, but hey, if you can find some silver lining to bad experiences, I'm glad. *chuckles* You and I have such radically different views of sex that it doesn't surprise me much. I'm super conservative when it comes to love and sex. I'm not much different than the "no sex before marriage" types. I have to trust someone deeply to want to have that experience with them. It's something sacred to me, so much more than a physical act of pleasure. I made such a huge mistake by letting her get that close to me... I trusted her, and she shattered that trust all to pieces. I hate her so much. She was the first person I ever let get that close to me. I still have so many issues because of her. Completely irrational trust issues, paranoid fears... I do my best to control them and not let them show, but I doubt I'll ever completely be the same. Wherever she is now, I hope she's suffering. I don't care what nonsense anyone wants to spout about forgiving her. I will never forgive her. She doesn't deserve it. I hope someone does to her exactly what she did to me. I want her to feel that pain and live with the emotional scars. And I want her to always remember that's how she made me feel. There's my dark side, for anyone silly enough to think I don't have one.
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Post by Taka on Feb 13, 2015 19:23:44 GMT 8
the road disappearing like that is a great example of how easily the brain can misinterpret things. it's like those drawings that can be seen as two different things. or emoticons that some people don't get at all because they can only see the symbols and not the pictures that they make.
i like my "nightmares". violent dreams are great, i've woken up feeling refreshed from those. never seen war though, so that might be a reason i'm ok with them. some dreams freak me out a little, but not in a bad way, not after i got used to and accepted them. if it's a sexual dream, people have faces. there are some faces that are somewhat unwelcome, but they have been gone for a long time. not the type that make me feel bad, just a little guilty.
only dreams i don't like are those with my mother in them. i'll see her like i did when i was younger. an insensible person who never listens, never cares about another person's pain or concerns. always makes her own decisions regardless of whether it may hurt someone else. i try to tell her, shout at her. my voice won't come out.
i had a nightmare just the other night though, that was a little bit different. i'd already forgotten, didn't seem important. it was just about reality erasing itself around me, trapping me in darkness. nobody else noticed i was disappearing. i wonder what that really was... most dark dreams are just a result of my own twisted thinking. if this happens, then naturally that will follow, according to my own logic. nothing to do with reality or bad experience.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 13, 2015 23:03:07 GMT 8
only dreams i don't like are those with my mother in them. i'll see her like i did when i was younger. an insensible person who never listens, never cares about another person's pain or concerns. always makes her own decisions regardless of whether it may hurt someone else. i try to tell her, shout at her. my voice won't come out. I've had dreams like that. Where I was trying to shout at someone, but nothing was coming out of my mouth, and I make my throat feel sore trying. I suppose they were meant to tell me that I should have stood up for myself in those situations.
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Post by Taka on Feb 13, 2015 23:09:32 GMT 8
i did stand up for myself, and for others. i shouted and screamed my protests, but nobody ever listened. i told them theu were hurting someone, that they were doing wrongs that can't be undone.
some molestation couldn't produce the same pain as being just a helpless child in thoae situations did.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 13, 2015 23:09:53 GMT 8
*hugs you tight* Nothing feels worse than that feeling of helplessness, does it?
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2015 1:21:04 GMT 8
Ativan. Nevada is a really desolate place. I used to run between Vegas and Reno on 95. I traveled it at night because of all the motor homes and the speed limit being 70 MPH. The motor homes would only do 55 or 60 most of the time and way too many to try and get a truck wound up 20MPH to get around them. During the day it is pretty busy but at night Only the occasional car or straggler Motor home and then you can see headlights in the other lane as far as you can see. Much safer in a truck at night not to mention quicker. But 95 goes by Indian Springs Airbase which is the same military installation that Groom Lake is on. But what I saw was going up 93 and using a shortcut that only had one town between 93 and before I caught 50 to hit 93 again in Ely. I was going to Wendover UT. I think the highway was 318 or something like that. But strange happening sometimes.
Why would any extraordinary intelligent being visit Earth? Easy, pretty much like we like going to the zoo. :rolleyes:Or like you said as a lesson on what not to do.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2015 1:23:45 GMT 8
Pikachu, we will always fear for the lives of our loved ones. That can be nightmare. Depending on beliefs though, it doesn't necessarily mean that they are gone forever. That I don't either. I gave up trying to understand it. I have been there hon, like I said I must be really deranged. I guess I see myself as female in those dreams and even as invasive, perverted on his part and just plain old evil as he was, at least I perceive myself as a female in those dreams. I don't know and really don't know how to explain it but I would rather go through hell as a woman than walk in heaven as a man. Sometimes I do have good dreams of being me but... I done tole you I was deranged. Heaven and bliss as a man for eternity or hell and eternity and whatever else as a woman, I'll take the hell every time. Done been raped so that was sort of hell. Even though.... OMG I am a really messed up person. So it's a good thing I believe in reincarnation. But if not then so be it. I will take hell as a woman over heaven as a man any day. I don't associate a gender with any of those experiences I have nightmares about... There's nothing whatsoever in any way enjoyable or comforting about them to me, but hey, if you can find some silver lining to bad experiences, I'm glad. *chuckles* You and I have such radically different views of sex that it doesn't surprise me much. I'm super conservative when it comes to love and sex. I'm not much different than the "no sex before marriage" types. I have to trust someone deeply to want to have that experience with them. It's something sacred to me, so much more than a physical act of pleasure. I made such a huge mistake by letting her get that close to me... I trusted her, and she shattered that trust all to pieces. I hate her so much. She was the first person I ever let get that close to me. I still have so many issues because of her. Completely irrational trust issues, paranoid fears... I do my best to control them and not let them show, but I doubt I'll ever completely be the same. Wherever she is now, I hope she's suffering. I don't care what nonsense anyone wants to spout about forgiving her. I will never forgive her. She doesn't deserve it. I hope someone does to her exactly what she did to me. I want her to feel that pain and live with the emotional scars. And I want her to always remember that's how she made me feel. There's my dark side, for anyone silly enough to think I don't have one. That isn't too surprising because our dreams tend to mirror our lives. I mean dreams do come from the subconscious mind so it makes sense that our personalities would have a great deal to do how we feel about our dreams as in being nightmares and so on.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2015 3:13:23 GMT 8
I forgot to mention in my earlier post about my recurring dream. The number 2424 was extremely interesting. That is the room where the dead me was in. Interestingly enough 2424 was the number of the very first truck that I drove for a company. So it really does seem like my career or at least that one ended where it had begun. It began in truck number 2424 and ended in room 2424.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 14, 2015 10:20:31 GMT 8
Ativan. Nevada is a really desolate place. I used to run between Vegas and Reno on 95. I traveled it at night because of all the motor homes and the speed limit being 70 MPH. The motor homes would only do 55 or 60 most of the time and way too many to try and get a truck wound up 20MPH to get around them. During the day it is pretty busy but at night Only the occasional car or straggler Motor home and then you can see headlights in the other lane as far as you can see. Much safer in a truck at night not to mention quicker. But 95 goes by Indian Springs Airbase which is the same military installation that Groom Lake is on. But what I saw was going up 93 and using a shortcut that only had one town between 93 and before I caught 50 to hit 93 again in Ely. I was going to Wendover UT. I think the highway was 318 or something like that. But strange happening sometimes. Why would any extraordinary intelligent being visit Earth? Easy, pretty much like we like going to the zoo. :rolleyes:Or like you said as a lesson on what not to do. Pretty much with the exceptions of Vegas and Reno, all of Nevada is weird at night. Those night flights out of Groom Lake span the entire state and then some. Gotta consider that Southern Utah is just as weird at night. Traveling at better than mach speeds takes you well out of the area of Area 51, the area around groom Lake. Remember how long it took them to find that one small plane that rich dude crashed out there? It's not like it was hidden. That's half the fun of being out west at night, there are more stars and more weird stuff in the sky and not that much for airline travel at night out there. Gotta pretty much assume that if a star twinkles, it's not a star, lol. Out of all the places in this country that doesn't have people living there, not totally sane ones, it's in that area. If you wanted to not be seen, that's the best place to go, day or night. What speed limit? Do they even have cops out there? Geeze, them just turning on their lights to pull someone over and the UFO nuts would swarm them. Out of all the places I have seen weird crap at night, mile for mile, NV tops them all. I don't even want to talk about some, I might end up in a psyche hospital again. I had to stop and just stare for awhile somewhere out there one time, it took a few to figure out it was a truck stop. At least it looked like a truck stop... Looked like it was landing before I could stop to look. I didn't stop to walk up and touch it, just mentioned it on the CB and some wiseass came back and said there was no such thing like that along that stretch of road. Can't even trust that it was a from another CB, had kind of a metallic sound to it.
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Post by Taka on Feb 15, 2015 23:26:02 GMT 8
that sounds like fun. seems like there are many area where odd things are seen. last weekend people only talked about ifo's here, because of storms. but i know there is at least one place in this country where people often see light that can't be there, but still are.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 16, 2015 4:26:51 GMT 8
Ativan. Nevada is a really desolate place. I used to run between Vegas and Reno on 95. I traveled it at night because of all the motor homes and the speed limit being 70 MPH. The motor homes would only do 55 or 60 most of the time and way too many to try and get a truck wound up 20MPH to get around them. During the day it is pretty busy but at night Only the occasional car or straggler Motor home and then you can see headlights in the other lane as far as you can see. Much safer in a truck at night not to mention quicker. But 95 goes by Indian Springs Airbase which is the same military installation that Groom Lake is on. But what I saw was going up 93 and using a shortcut that only had one town between 93 and before I caught 50 to hit 93 again in Ely. I was going to Wendover UT. I think the highway was 318 or something like that. But strange happening sometimes. Why would any extraordinary intelligent being visit Earth? Easy, pretty much like we like going to the zoo. :rolleyes:Or like you said as a lesson on what not to do. Pretty much with the exceptions of Vegas and Reno, all of Nevada is weird at night. Those night flights out of Groom Lake span the entire state and then some. Gotta consider that Southern Utah is just as weird at night. Traveling at better than mach speeds takes you well out of the area of Area 51, the area around groom Lake. Remember how long it took them to find that one small plane that rich dude crashed out there? It's not like it was hidden. That's half the fun of being out west at night, there are more stars and more weird stuff in the sky and not that much for airline travel at night out there. Gotta pretty much assume that if a star twinkles, it's not a star, lol. Out of all the places in this country that doesn't have people living there, not totally sane ones, it's in that area. If you wanted to not be seen, that's the best place to go, day or night. What speed limit? Do they even have cops out there? Geeze, them just turning on their lights to pull someone over and the UFO nuts would swarm them. Out of all the places I have seen weird crap at night, mile for mile, NV tops them all. I don't even want to talk about some, I might end up in a psyche hospital again. I had to stop and just stare for awhile somewhere out there one time, it took a few to figure out it was a truck stop. At least it looked like a truck stop... Looked like it was landing before I could stop to look. I didn't stop to walk up and touch it, just mentioned it on the CB and some wiseass came back and said there was no such thing like that along that stretch of road. Can't even trust that it was a from another CB, had kind of a metallic sound to it. OH yeah, I have seen some weird shit going across the salt flats of UT at night on I80 between Wendover and Salt Lake City. Kind of reminiscent of that famous UFO sight in and around Pheonix AZ. Could have been flares from a Military Exercise though. I am extrememely Skeptical. Nevada though just takes the cake. Too much weird shit. There is one truckstop though outside of Hawthorn. There are a couple of casinos In Tonapah that have truck parking and then the next fuels stop would be Indian Springs all on One place that is really weird is a town called Goldfield NV Only lights at night is from the street lights. Hwy 95 goes right next to the Goldfield Hotel which has been featured by a couple of different paranormal investigative shows. I have seen lights in that hotel, remember I ran 95 in the middle of the night to avoid the motor homes and casino hoppers. Eerie lights, not bright not head lights or reflections of streetlights because they were in different windows every time. The rooms were lit form the inside. I would go through Goldfield every time between 11 PM and 1 PM. It is privately owned and back then was before Ghost Hunters and Ghost Adventures which were the only two that I know that have been able to gain access to investigate. It is a really ominous presence in that little town. Biggest building there. I am still skeptical though. I will always be skeptical.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 16, 2015 4:42:47 GMT 8
Oh, geeze, the Salt Flats are another place. Even during the day. The perception of distance is way off during the day, at night, there isn't any. And the mirages can float stuff right on up in the air. At night, a light on a MT in the distance seems like it could be anywhere out there, even up in the sky. It's the lack of horizon most of the time. The distances are a lot farther than they look during the day, impossible to tell at night. All it takes is the usual haze that's there to screw it up. I always wanted to take something fast out there and open it up when they have it groomed for high speed runs. Around that lake is pretty weird as well. Same thing, mirages that float things into the air.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 16, 2015 5:35:42 GMT 8
Oh, geeze, the Salt Flats are another place. Even during the day. The perception of distance is way off during the day, at night, there isn't any. And the mirages can float stuff right on up in the air. At night, a light on a MT in the distance seems like it could be anywhere out there, even up in the sky. It's the lack of horizon most of the time. The distances are a lot farther than they look during the day, impossible to tell at night. All it takes is the usual haze that's there to screw it up. I always wanted to take something fast out there and open it up when they have it groomed for high speed runs. Around that lake is pretty weird as well. Same thing, mirages that float things into the air. Well number one is that you have a lot of minerals besides salt. You usually have some water especially along I80 and you have a some wind which moves the water. It is a catalyst for all kinds of strange stuff. I mean on boats and ships they weld zinc blocks to the hulls because of the electricity of the metal moving through salt water without the zinc bars to counteract it. Number 2 is Electricity is energy and energy can either manifest itself in some strange ways. Or can be used to manifest by something else.
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