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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2014 7:56:07 GMT 8
I am hunkered down because I stirred some stuff up best left undisturbed. Don't mind me, I just need to deal with that for a bit. No worries. Trinity Don't let it get to you hon. Don't let me and my ignorance get to you. Now I feel bad. I need to keep my big mouth shut. Darling you couldn't have known, how could you unless you lived as me? Many will be helped by the thread, and there attacks I feel are nothing new. Shantel is quite correct about those who escape, and I have been a pain in the enemy's butt for a long time. But it gets very ugly when the battles are in play. So you don't worry, because those battles go on whether I am silent or transparent. It just is. Love you sweetie. We can play with that broomstick later, this is temporary. And prayer support is deeply appreciated right now. Warmest hugs Jamie and all, Trinity
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2014 8:20:18 GMT 8
Well hon. My prayers are with you and all the positive energy I can muster up.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2014 8:39:36 GMT 8
You are such a sweetheart.
My naughty sister.
Sister in law is having serious health trouble we need to pray for her healing if the Spirit moves you. And I am ok again. Right now.
Love all of you.
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Post by Whisper on Dec 23, 2014 10:51:18 GMT 8
and there are also people who don't experience any of those supernatural things. there are no levels when you have faith in christ. there is no spiritual maturity. I have only experienced prayer. sometimes I get tempted to make up a story of any experience. then I remember the punishment and spiritual death that the people in the Bible experienced when they did such things. how they made things of god vain.creating their own gods in their own image. I speak with love for those but never experienced, like me, supernatural things yet remain believers. those that have to stay away from organized religion, to remain true. you don't have to see demons, angels, and God in a vision or prophecy to believe in Christ and what jesus did. it can come from a personal spiritual experience and be strengthened through personal spiritual experiences. By the Holy Spirit through and in Christ. just by reading and hearing his word and feeling the changes within. Thank you Whisper. That is exactly the way I feel. Organized religion for me seems to have a hierarchy to it. And being naturally rebellious, I don't think I could ever belong to any organized anything. I don't think I could remain true if I belonged to any organized religion with certain doctrines. I always challenge thinking. Even at 19 a preacher was trying to persuade me to join a tent revival. I asked what about the Native Americans and the answer he gave me led us into a fairly heated discussion. The supernatural and the paranormal isn't anything to be feared really. The thing that has always helped me when it comes to paranormal events or supernatural events is that within me is the same Spirit but just inhabits a body and one is no more stronger than any other. Unless you allow it to be. Things like the Ouija boards, Tarot cards and so on are more along the lines of Parapsychology. When it comes to those things and the story surrounding them, I have theories that those entities are there anyway. Through a psychological sense you are allowing communication with what is already there with yourself. But a big warning though, if you are not prepared then that is when it causes problems. Only entities can attach to you if you let them. So, long story short, you have to be prepared and open to the idea of supernatural and paranormal phenomenon and you have to understand that a Spirit can have no control over you unless you allow them to. Parapsychology is a really fun and interesting "pseudo"science. I say that with a little sarcasm. It's way more interesting than plain old psychology. I did try a few different ones. I attended 4 different christian churches, and watched a dozen online. They each had a 'statement of faith or belief' I always felt like there were too many, and certain issues which i hadn't come to a conclusion. I think my core is smaller than others. I thought about christ. He would be thrown out of most churches if he did what he did back then, today. He would interupt sermons, go out of the buildings into nature where swarms of believes would come to hear him at lakes, rivers, hills and mountains. He would be hanging out with the poor and rejected. Not in cathedralls or mega buildings. I tried 1 small church and saw 3 small ones online. The only few paranormal stuff where i was involved, that was claimed to be ghosts and spirits, i didn't see anything. And the people i was with were drunk one time and high the other. So i figure it was the chemicals doing it. One was supposed to be the ghost of a my brother's ex girlfriend vissiting our house right as a accident happened. The other was ghosts shadows in the TV. Whisper
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Post by Whisper on Dec 23, 2014 11:35:48 GMT 8
The other difficulty with paranormal is my sister in law is really into it, went to john edward's crossing over 3 or 4 times trying to hear from her parents withoutr any reponse.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2014 12:40:49 GMT 8
The other difficulty with paranormal is my sister in law is really into it, went to john edward's crossing over 3 or 4 times trying to hear from her parents withoutr any reponse. A lot of that paranormal stuff is a load of crap but just the same it's nothing to mess with. I was involved in a non denominational Christian church rather heavily, kind of on fire to say the least. One Easter Sunday a young couple decided they wanted to have the Lord in their life. I took them aside into an office and we reviewed the truth of the gospel and they decided to accept Christ. I held their hands and began to lead them in a prayer but the woman became all distraught and said that she couldn't pray, her mascara was running down her face and suddenly the formerly cool office became almost unbearably hot, the electric clock stopped on the wall. I cradled her little face in my hands gently and spoke to what was holding her back in the name of Jesus Christ and by the power of His resurrection and gave the malevolent spirit permission to leave her for good. I felt her body relax as she exhaled, the room cooled instantly and the clock resumed working and the time was oddly correct. They prayed and asked Jesus into their lives as Lord and Savior. A few years later as we were leaving that fellowship to help start another, that young couple came up and greeted us and said, "It took us awhile to really understand what went on in that room, thank you so much for being there for us like that!" I have dealt with that dark side in that manner twice and we suffered untold attacks. Shortly afterward the Fed bumped the interest rates in the late 70's so that mortgage interests went to 19% as I was standing on over a million dollars in finished inventory as a home builder, we went bankrupt and lost everything including our own home. At that same time I found that my youngest son had Muscular Dystrophy. In desperation I took a low paying job at a lumber yard and some of the pious church goers came in on a Sunday and inquired where I go to church, I said. "I don't, I have to be here Sundays!" They said, "For shame!" This brought to mind the parable of the wheat and the tares and I decided that I don't need their fellowship, my wife and I are believers. Jesus said, "Where two or more are gathered in my name I will be there also!" Guess we are in good company though, the apostles and many others were martyred for preaching Christ, this of course was brought about as retribution by the Prince of this world who is Satan. But we're in good hands and it sure isn't Allstate!
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2014 21:31:54 GMT 8
The other difficulty with paranormal is my sister in law is really into it, went to john edward's crossing over 3 or 4 times trying to hear from her parents withoutr any reponse. When I see "psychics" on TV or these shows about paranormal investigations on TV, Ghost hunters used to be pretty good but I kind of worry whether ratings are controlling evidence. I see dollar signs. It is extremely easy to manipulate a studio full of people and "psychics" can fish for information one on one and with a studio full of people, well what are the chances? And then take it from there. People are giving the psychic the answers. " I feel there is someone here that lost someone special recently. A name is starting to come through and I am feeling a D in the name." Don't get me wrong, I believe some people do have psychic abilities, but most will stay hushed up about them. I agree with Shan. Do you have any clue what my success rate is for capturing something that I will even consider evidence? My fail rate is about 90+ percent. Most everything I can debunk through either natural causes, atmospheric conditions, old wiring and plumbing and bad wiring and electronics and appliances going bad and putting out high EMFs. Or just plain parapsychological. Most everything that I have captured is very subtle and without certain equipment would never have been noticed. I have been in some pretty active places though but the thing is you can let your mind take over and fill in the blanks. That is the hardest thing for anyone. I mean youtube is filled with EVPs that I would not even consider nothing but noise. If I have to tweak and enhance it too much and can't get a feeling of what is being said right off the bat, it is trashed. If it don't stand out, it's not impressive enough for me. Sounds can be parapsychological in that you hear something and you mind tries to make sense of it and then you are hearing full conversations that you can't quite make out. As for energies in the way of negative and positive, there are places that tend to draw these energies. Spirits or ghosts or whatever but I have definitely felt negative energy in places. It's hard to explain but a heaviness and darkness. Oppressive and depressive feelings. Dreadful feelings and even a sickening feeling. It's not really scary to me but extremely unsettling. It's these places that people seem to have the most negative paranormal experiences and I have usually captured less evidence in these places but nothing I can debunk as per the claims either. That remains a mystery to me because you think that would be the hotspots, and they are for the family living in the home or the people working in the business. I do capture some evidence but in these places it always seems to be more personal experiences or just seems to be out of your peripheral vision. Or just enough to make you wonder what was said or what just passed in front of the camera. These are the weirdest places to investigate and then I will suggest that they call in someone from their own belief system or religion to cleanse the place.
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Post by Whisper on Dec 27, 2014 17:24:51 GMT 8
I went to stanely hotel 'the shinning' which is supposed to be very haunted, and I didn't see, feel, or experience anything.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2014 23:35:13 GMT 8
I went to stanely hotel 'the shinning' which is supposed to be very haunted, and I didn't see, feel, or experience anything. Jack Nicholson really shined in that film though, he was so creepy! He did one where he was a werewolf and you could really see him get into that dark side of those kinds of rolls as if it were more than just acting, perhaps some deeper intimacy, who knows?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 28, 2014 1:31:37 GMT 8
I went to stanely hotel 'the shinning' which is supposed to be very haunted, and I didn't see, feel, or experience anything. Most times you aren't going to see or hear anything. Most everything that I have ever gotten somewhat evidence wise has been through equipment. Flir cameras, IR camerals, digital voice recorders and plain old good flash cameras. I stayed at the Myrtle Plantation in the most active cabin they had and I caught one thing iffy, a shadow through an IR camera and a EVP that just barely made it. I think what most people don't seem to understand is that when it comes to paranormal activity there are a lot of variables. If it is residual, all the ingredients from temp to dewpoints to water levels above and underground together with atmospheric conditions and a lot of times geological conditions. If it is intelligent activity, then still the atmospheric conditions, water levels above and underground and the movement of the water in different minerals. I have theories but won't go too much into them but the Entities if they are intelligent and aware need some type of natural energy source or possibly higher EMF fields in order to manifest. Either by the Holy Grail of investigation which would be a full body apparition to just using that energy to make their voice come through on recorded media. Residual seems to happen when all the conditions are right to release these emotional memories from certain mineral deposits or stored elsewhere. I have experienced more residual activity in places where the quartz content is high or around big time limestone deposits If there is water running through the limestone in the way of caverns then that provides an energy source or erosion to release these "memories". Like I said, My hit rate is only about 10 percent or less and a lot of what I catch is really iffy. Then you add the psychological and parapsychological elements into the mix then it is damn near impossible to catch anything. On a psychological level I go in thinking there is nothing but natural causes. That way the parapsychological mind don't wander freely. I exhaust all natural possibilities before I even come close to thinking it's paranormal. But most people Whisper, don't catch anything or see or hear anything. If you go to youtube and listen to some of the EVPs caught by some so called investigators, Wow you can enhance anything to death and most there I would trash. To much enhancement and you get what I call audible matrixing and you can hear anything you want to hear. Same way with video. When it comes to pixilation you can see anything and since our brains are hardwired to recognize other human voices and human shapes. Matrixing is a big problem when you enhance audio or video media too much. So I don't enhance things too much. As an example, I have a picture that was taken by a 35 mm camera a long time ago taken in the Oak Alley Plantation house. Yes there is a dress in a different room on a Dress stand. But the picture was taken without a flash because you can't use flash bulbs in the house I swear it looks like a woman in a dress standing not in the window but beside the window. I can make out a dress shape almost like a wedding dress that is lighter than the walls. I can also seem to make out a head above the dress. This was a different room than where the actually dress is. I showed the people that do the tours and asked if I could go alone and take another picture during the same time of day the next day. They said sure, there were no tours scheduled then. So I went back and used up two whole rolls of film and nothing. I took pictures of many different angels in the door way. So what was it? I still can't claim an apparition. I still have it somewhere. But have no idea where though. Could be anything. Double exposure maybe. Just because you catch one anomaly, doesn't mean there isn't paranormal activity and just because you don't catch anything or have any experiences doesn't mean there isn't paranormal activity. Just the timing has to be right. Just remember whatever they are, they were more than likely human at one time and I have the same respect for them as I would a living human. They are not performers. I actually give them the same respect I would anyone that was alive. I am really leary of "ghosts" that show up on time. I took a tour in New Orleans one time and was not impressed. Gotta' love tourism. I did get my money back though after I talked to the "guides".
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Post by Malachite on Feb 14, 2015 6:03:56 GMT 8
Sorry to be so late in replying, but I just ask of other believers to keep me in your prayers. I have a lot of issues with my flesh, more in particular, "burning with passion". I don't have the gift of celibacy, so it's a constant struggle for me daily (drives me crazy if I were to be honest). This a dangerous place for me to be in as a single Christian man. Add the whole trans experience thing, and it seems downright impossible for me to ever get to the point where I could rightly enjoy the proper physical relationship I desire within the God-ordained confines of marriage.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2015 6:11:56 GMT 8
Sorry to be so late in replying, but I just ask of other believers to keep me in your prayers. I have a lot of issues with my flesh, more in particular, "burning with passion". I don't have the gift of celibacy, so it's a constant struggle for me daily (drives me crazy if I were to be honest). This a dangerous place for me to be in as a single Christian man. Add the whole trans experience thing, and it seems downright impossible for me to ever get to the point where I could rightly enjoy the proper physical relationship I desire within the God-ordained confines of marriage. Gotcha Malachite, it's going to be ok hon!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2015 13:08:09 GMT 8
Sorry to be so late in replying, but I just ask of other believers to keep me in your prayers. I have a lot of issues with my flesh, more in particular, "burning with passion". I don't have the gift of celibacy, so it's a constant struggle for me daily (drives me crazy if I were to be honest). This a dangerous place for me to be in as a single Christian man. Add the whole trans experience thing, and it seems downright impossible for me to ever get to the point where I could rightly enjoy the proper physical relationship I desire within the God-ordained confines of marriage. OK so I will send you all my positive thoughts and energy that I can muster up. This my not be a very popular view or concept, but no one can comprehend the mind of God. To me and the way I believe, God is so far above our level of comprehension that we will never know at this time in our history. But I will end all the positive energy that I can that you can hold strong to your own beliefs and overcome whatever you need to.
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Sorry to be so late in replying, but I just ask of other believers to keep me in your prayers. I have a lot of issues with my flesh, more in particular, "burning with passion". I don't have the gift of celibacy, so it's a constant struggle for me daily (drives me crazy if I were to be honest). This a dangerous place for me to be in as a single Christian man. Add the whole trans experience thing, and it seems downright impossible for me to ever get to the point where I could rightly enjoy the proper physical relationship I desire within the God-ordained confines of marriage. I will lift you up in prayer Malachite.. Look for that peace in things that only God can give, It can empower you, stear and guide you..
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2015 20:03:51 GMT 8
Sorry to be so late in replying, but I just ask of other believers to keep me in your prayers. I have a lot of issues with my flesh, more in particular, "burning with passion". I don't have the gift of celibacy, so it's a constant struggle for me daily (drives me crazy if I were to be honest). This a dangerous place for me to be in as a single Christian man. Add the whole trans experience thing, and it seems downright impossible for me to ever get to the point where I could rightly enjoy the proper physical relationship I desire within the God-ordained confines of marriage. I will lift you up in prayer Malachite.. Look for that peace in things that only God can give, It can empower you, stear and guide you.. Within the marriage of two souls, the blending of them, two now one, our choices define us, who we physically touch, who we touch at heart. My female component is not taken physically by my wife, she has no ability there, she is straight and cis. Yet trinity, the whole Nonbinary me, is accepted, and hugged, and loved. Love transcends. The impossible becomes possible. I love others too, especially those that touch and sooth and love up my female component, the one named Satinjoy. It means so much. But malachite, you will find the way. My female flesh I take care of myself. It cannot be sin, I do not have sex out of wedlock. My wife cannot do it nor see it, but I cannot destroy myself by not caring for Satinjoy and meeting her need. The ciswife knows, she loves trinity. She does not want me to suffer.. so I have my time as Satinjoy, and let her loose, within marriage confines. Anything else would be cruel, and that is not Jesus's nature. He protects Satinjoy with His fierce love. As do I, and all I love, all the precious hearts. Blessings dear Trinity Satin Joy
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