Trinity Satin Joy
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Oct 29, 2015 21:35:24 GMT 8
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Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Oct 29, 2015 21:35:24 GMT 8
For very personal reasons that I will not talk about to anyone, ever, I bid you farewell and Godspeed.
It has nothing to do with the forum.
God Bless all of you.
With love
The Fairy.
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Oct 30, 2015 10:47:25 GMT 8
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Post by EchelonHunt on Oct 30, 2015 10:47:25 GMT 8
I'm sad to see you go but in the end, it's your decision and I will respect it.
I hope that since it has nothing to do with the forum, that someday, you may find your way back here.
We will always be here for you and this forum will always welcome you back with open arms.
I will miss you. This place won't quite be the same without your presence.
I will especially miss your update posts on your everyday life, specifically the NB meetings and your gender.
It filled me with joy to see you converse, feel comfortable with like-minded individuals and becoming comfortable with expressing yourself more than ever.
I hope you will continue attending those meetings, it's important to feel supported, support others and to know you are not alone in your journey.
*leaves a lit candle on the windowsill of your Treehouse*
I refuse to say "Good-bye", I will say this "See you later"
Kind regards, The Genderless Fairy
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Oct 30, 2015 18:12:49 GMT 8
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Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Oct 30, 2015 18:12:49 GMT 8
I am always here....if the time becomes right again i will return.
There are seasons in life where we are called to a place and its people, and very hard choices to make when things go wrong.
God puts people in each others lives for a reason. I have lessons learned, lives saved specifically mine, a gender of truth. I have been helped beyond measure, and in receiving that help and living transparently, others were helped to. That was my desire.
What i said in this forum should stay in this forum. Some things if spoken outside could easily take me out. I ask that this be respected by all here, both for me and for each other. What others confided in me will remain safe with me. I have not broken my promise. Nor will i.
The more vulnerable and open we are the more we can be helped. It carries a risk worth taking.
I have many to thank but we always leave someone out, so i will simply thank all of you and blow you a kiss.
Yes Jayce the keys to the treehouse are yours, i can no longer see in there. Keep the candle lit and incense burning, revel in satin and silk, light fires in hearts and be free.
In the new world i live in, the ciswife has me, the family preserved, and the nonbinary young ones have taken me into their own treehouse, opening up a brand new world. There are people to help and they are helping me too.
Love to all here.
And sh'e still watches over you. I keep an eye on the place, if someone is in crisis i may guest in.
Now it is time for others to step up and share their love.
Blessings and deep thanks, 4800 posts were more than enough, 3800 here and 1000 back there.
Be well and fly free.
Trinity Satin Joy
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Oct 31, 2015 8:27:52 GMT 8
Post by Laura J on Oct 31, 2015 8:27:52 GMT 8
I just want you to know, as well as everyone here, I do follow you here and always have, and will miss you very much..
Even though I may have been forgotten here, I always follow everything, and constantly keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers..
Peace & Love
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Oct 31, 2015 13:24:18 GMT 8
Post by Malachite on Oct 31, 2015 13:24:18 GMT 8
Dang, I hate when my laptop finally gets out of the repair show, I come back to see you leave. I understand that some things have to happen though. Thank you so much for being there for me. I look forward to seeing you again in the future, friend, be it on this forum, or perhaps in the next life. Best wishes.
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Oct 31, 2015 20:31:30 GMT 8
Post by Ayla on Oct 31, 2015 20:31:30 GMT 8
TSJ, Laura et al none of you are forgotten. Memories are cherished and you continue to inspire us. It is good that you still visit. You helped make this a very special place.
Safe travels
Aisla
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Oct 31, 2015 21:05:33 GMT 8
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Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Oct 31, 2015 21:05:33 GMT 8
Do you want me to stay and just guest in? I would do that.
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Oct 31, 2015 21:17:25 GMT 8
Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Oct 31, 2015 21:17:25 GMT 8
Malachite ask Jayce for my email address please. Jayce its ok for him to have it.
Trin.
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Oct 31, 2015 21:46:04 GMT 8
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Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Oct 31, 2015 21:46:04 GMT 8
I will continue to guest in. I need to rid myself of the ego and pride that was driving me to post, it has become destructive. I do still have things I want to say and I really can't let go of this community. I don't know who follows who, but i do know that this little forum makes a difference in peoples lives, and I don't wish to do anything to harm that.
This week I have lost 3 friends, two cis and one trans, and it is because of me. I am wreaking havoc on relationships and need to step back and reassess exactly who I am, not in gender but in self, and what it is that I am doing. Also what is expected of me and what it is that I contribute to the forum, to the arts, and to the Christian folks that are trying to hang in and keep their faith in spite of the opposition of the church.
I do not wish to further infuriate anyone I have harmed, by my monsterous ego and my inability to hold to my boundaries. Deleting out has set a boundary that may help in that respect.
Meanwhile, the ciswife is still in Florida, I am elsewhere, the kids I help and am helped by are in another world, seriously we had a party and while it is inclusive its as if I live on mars or something, their lifesyles are unbelievably different from mine, yet our issues are exactly the same. Its always about love, fear, pride, persecution, religion, anger, hurt, living trans in a world that is antagonistic to us, and sometimes finding your gender.
My mother in law is dying, that is the next big hurdle coming, and its now. There are many people who depend on me right now. It is too much to have that and everything else.
But above all else in regards to the forum, my motivations need to be overhauled and taken care of. Jayce reminded me that we leave precious memories behind us, I sometimes forget that others could care and it would hurt them for me to delete all my past posts and just disappear. But that is true for everyone on the forum, you never know who's life you touch.
But be careful if you do touch a life. Don't blow it.
So the Fairy will be stealth for a while.
Love to all here.
-Trinity Satin Joy.
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Oct 31, 2015 23:50:45 GMT 8
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Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2015 23:50:45 GMT 8
OMG, really? I know we have personal reasons for everything we do. But you have helped me tremendously. Your strength, you love, your compassion. We may not have agreed on everything but just so you know you have touched my life immensely. You have helped me to become more of who I am. I really hate to see you go. I really wish you would reconsider but, we all have reasons for what we do. Yeah I mentioned your strength. You are stronger than what you may even think. Transitioning at work and balancing family life. Never sell yourself short hon. Not too many people have that kind of strength. But a lot of times being strong and not realizing it is one of our biggest strengths. There is no ego involved but rather humbleness. As for me I talk a lot of shit but at the end of the day I am nothing but a scared little girl that balls up at night and cry myself to sleep a lot of times. That is when the shit hits me the hardest. I wish you the best Trinity. Take care of yourself and I love you like a sister. The thing about family is that they often don't agree on everything but debating with someone and still having love in your heart is what family is all about. I will miss you. I will also grieve your loss from this forum. You are special to me and I have learned a lot from you. I luv you Sis. I will still be here.
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Trinity Satin Joy
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Nov 1, 2015 1:19:29 GMT 8
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Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Nov 1, 2015 1:19:29 GMT 8
Stop darling, i am still here. Just in a different way.
I love you too.
TSJ.
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Trinity Satin Joy
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Nov 1, 2015 1:23:46 GMT 8
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Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Nov 1, 2015 1:23:46 GMT 8
Malachite ask Jayce for my email address please. Jayce its ok for him to have it. Trin. This was out of line...sorry My judgement is a mess...working it. T.
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Trinity Satin Joy
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Nov 1, 2015 22:24:07 GMT 8
Post by Trinity Satin Joy on Nov 1, 2015 22:24:07 GMT 8
Time for me to go quiet. Thank you for the kind comments. I will guest in when it can help.
But its time to be stealth now, its time to go silent so others will speak.
Deep love to all here.
The Fairy
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Nov 2, 2015 8:30:15 GMT 8
Post by Leena on Nov 2, 2015 8:30:15 GMT 8
You have really helped me and I will miss you and the many deep questions you asked. This place will not be the same without you. I wish you well.
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Malachite
Junior Member
Posts: 57
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Gender: Man
Pronouns: He/His/Him
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Nov 2, 2015 9:03:47 GMT 8
Post by Malachite on Nov 2, 2015 9:03:47 GMT 8
Not out of line at all! I will ask.
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