transition motivation...when are the body mods enough?

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How far are you going physically?

When did you look in the mirror and say...ahhhhh.

Body acceptance and satisfaction.

When is it enough....for you...

Me?  Totelestie....

:-)

[EchelonHunt]

Pretty much everyday from here onwards.

I caught a glance of my reflection today in the train windows. I noticed how overall slimmer my body looks, I no longer see the bloated, unhappy person anymore... I now see a happy, healthy dude looking right back at me

Seeing the slimmer body throws me off guard because it is aligning closer and closer to how I see myself in my mind, my self-image of myself, if you will.

It kicks the happiness up a thousand notches.

If I feel like this now, I can't imagine how I will feel after I finish transitioning.

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If it wasn't for my lack of self control and the great tasting sourdough bread from the local Dutch bakery I'd probably be happy with my reflection. Notice how I take responsibility for my own stuff? Now just to get a handle on self control and forget how incredibly pretty and sexy the gal behind the counter is and I'll be on a roll instead of having a roll. 

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Apr 30, 2015 23:22:45 GMT 8 Shan said:

If it wasn't for my lack of self control and the great tasting sourdough bread from the local Dutch bakery I'd probably be happy with my reflection. Notice how I take responsibility for my own stuff? Now just to get a handle on self control and forget how incredibly pretty and sexy the gal behind the counter is and I'll be on a roll instead of having a roll. 

Jayce and I are on a roll...

Pull in the guts! Do that exercise! Watch those cals.....disappear into Shans mouth lol!


Bad fairy...


No ops for me. I want my face to be what wifey vowed to stay with.

I am really digging this Mtf androgyne look...big time, clothes on or off, hair on or off.

:-)

[Edge]

I'm going to get top surgery and then I think I'll be good.

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May 1, 2015 0:21:20 GMT 8 Trinity said:

Apr 30, 2015 23:22:45 GMT 8 Shan said:

If it wasn't for my lack of self control and the great tasting sourdough bread from the local Dutch bakery I'd probably be happy with my reflection. Notice how I take responsibility for my own stuff? Now just to get a handle on self control and forget how incredibly pretty and sexy the gal behind the counter is and I'll be on a roll instead of having a roll. 

Jayce and I are on a roll...

Pull in the guts! Do that exercise! Watch those cals.....disappear into Shans mouth lol!


Bad fairy...


No ops for me. I want my face to be what wifey vowed to stay with.

m really digging this Mtf androgyne look...big time, clothes on or off, hair on or off.

:-)

Careful Trin, or the night creature will be coming for you! 

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May 1, 2015 23:19:31 GMT 8 Shan said:

May 1, 2015 0:21:20 GMT 8 Trinity said:

Jayce and I are on a roll...

Pull in the guts! Do that exercise! Watch those cals.....disappear into Shans mouth lol!


Bad fairy...


No ops for me. I want my face to be what wifey vowed to stay with.

m really digging this Mtf androgyne look...big time, clothes on or off, hair on or off.

:-)

Careful Trin, or the night creature will be coming for you! 

isn't that that cute Marsh monster?

that thing is adorable....


I am so high on estrogen lol....

:-)

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May 2, 2015 1:22:29 GMT 8 Trinity said:

May 1, 2015 23:19:31 GMT 8 Shan said:

Careful Trin, or the night creature will be coming for you! 

isn't that that cute Marsh monster?

that thing is adorable....


I am so high on estrogen lol....

:-)

Yup, Marsh Monster and the night creature are pretty tight buds!

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I would like to eventually get electrolysis (or laser), rhinoplasty, a tracheal shave, and whatever other facial feminisation procedures that might be necessary. I would want to get those things taken care of before thinking about GRS. I doubt it will ever happen except maybe electrolysis, but a girl can dream. While I was living in Oregon I had a very vivid dream where I was a cis girl with long blond and pinkish hair, full of energy, and just overall vibrant. I felt like a million dollars. Having to wake up from that was very depressing, and it was that dream that played a huge part in my decision to finally move forward. I would like to get as close to that girl in my dream as I can.