My update on myself

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Come to my meeting Wednesday darling, and let us carry you, we are gentle, and I am full out there with their loving support.

Come get a hug dear.

[EchelonHunt]

Mark,

I am sorry for the pain you are going through. I can't imagine what it would be like to live with a liver disease, it sounds awful and draining.

A few weeks ago, didn't you want to see a gender therapist? How did that turn out? Did it go anywhere?

You do not have to see a gender therapist just for the sake of transitioning or HRT.

Sometimes it can be helpful to talk to a gender therapist who understands what you are going through and can help you find ways to cope with the low-self esteem and bottom dysphoria, at the very least.

There is a way out. A bridge to walk from cliff to cliff, a door to pass the wall of stone. It may not be the journey you hoped to achieve (HRT), but there is always a way forward, a place that can be better (even if it's just a little) than your current situation.

Kind regards,

Jacey

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I understand where you are with this, believe me I know so well as I have cried my eyes out over my younger brother's sufferings with his failed liver. I've known several trans folk who were unable to transition physically and use hormones for health reasons as the hormones would have been like poison to their already overstressed organs, and yet in my mind's eye and conscience they were every bit the woman or man that they professed to be. I honor that because I know for certain who and what we are emanates from the mind and soul, the body is simply an outward expression of it which in reality deserves much less than the importance some one dimensional types place on it. You're all good with me Markie, and that's why I use the feminine of your given name so often, because like the female said in the movie Avatar, I see you!

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Deep sigh.

We've been through a lot, all of us have.

It's a familiar song.

Rarely have I met such an innocent soul with so much love and light as you.

I remember well what getting through a day used to be like, both trans, and alcoholic destruction.

You have light in you. You make the water rings.

Sometimes it's just silent understanding that can help.

I feel my own chains,want to throw them off. It is not for me to do it. Only God can free me more.

But getting through the day. Simple little joys, little pretty moments you create for yourself, as you learn to love you as you are.

There's a lot to love, I know your hug, I've seen your gentle spirit.

You are so much more than you know.

Make your moments count, look at the love pouring out on you.

From above, below.

Blessings

Trinity