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Jul 11, 2020 10:40:00 GMT 8
Post by Leena on Jul 11, 2020 10:40:00 GMT 8
Why do you feel fearful or paralyzed? Isolation- due to appearence, being read, or tired of being brave? Back to this part of the thread. The dilemma is this: I present as the unique mixture of male and female that comprises by gender and I imagine interactions with everyone I know being tense and fraught. I present as male and people think they are interacting with me, but really it is just part of me, and it reinforces my own mental grooves of male inner domination that denied my non-binariness for decades. I feel like I am a few steps behind the rest of you, and haven't even developed my story to explain how I am different from the me that people think I am. I've been out of denial for quite a long time and still don't really have the words to describe it concisely. If pressed, I generally just go with the binary trans narrative because it's close enough to my story at this point. The longer version involves having to explain what nonbinary is and I'm terrible at that.
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