Post by Trinity on Mar 8, 2020 5:36:55 GMT 8
Alabama has voted that it is now illegal for doctors or pharmacists to provide transgender specific healthcare to anyone under 19.
I guarantee you that there will be deaths as a result.
On a personal level, I have gone off the rails from just plain too much abuse and difficulty that is linked to being (nonbinary) trans. And I live in a state that intends to pass the same law here.
The political rhetoric and dogma of causing deliberate harm to trans, starting with the census eliminating trans from the counts, Potus firing the military, and all references to transgender that were in a positive light being scrubbed from any executive branch offices, coupled with my own personal suffering from being trans, has taken me to a debilitating state of mind where I am carefully trying to maintain my sanity. We live on the edge, I am not employed, my business has failed, I am betrayed by the church as a whole, and bigotry and dogma cost me a half century of my life.
That being said, its not the first time there has been oppression, during Vietnam there was a draft that took our children to the slaughtering fields and not one came back without wounds. So what is happening to us, is not as bad as what has happened to us in the past.
And although it is unpleasant, we have open borders between states, so there are ways to get out, essentially people becoming state refugees fleeing to another state. In a way, I already did that personally.
I have to accept the unaccepatable. In Guyanna right now, where my wife is from, the government has rigged yet another election, people in opposition or asking for recounts have been killed, the police state has been called in to suppress anyone trying to find out the truth of the vote, because the trugh of the vote is that the people in power lost and are refusing to give up control of the government. I can go on and on about why my wife had to flee her country, her father got them out - legally. But she is trying to accept the unacceptable, because she can't go back to her home, it is far to dangerous and has been since she left there well over 40 years ago.
I have to accept that we are hated as trans people, but not everyone hates us. I have to accept that we have a political party that is actively trying to kill us or eradicate us and washes their hands of it like Pilate because the way they are doing it is so subtle and so evil. I have to accept that we have become targets of hate to be used as political chesspeices so the the party in power will win more votes based on disinformation, fear, and womens bathrooms.
I don't want to accept it, but by not accepting it, my mind is in harms way, better to accept that this is the way that it is, than to not accept it and go over the edge in fear hate and rage, because they are coming for me next, ….. perhaps.
I've already been allowed to bleed out, denied housing, fired with no reason given for dismissal, been treated as a prostitute in a medical setting and coerced into a rectal exam to see if I had any stds when I haven't had that kind of sex in over 40 years- and that's another hardship as well. I've even had a child spit in my face because they figured out I was trans.
That is the United States I live in, a place where the unacceptable has become not only accepted but embraced, where it once was not ok to be an asshole, and now it is not only ok but is lauded, where cruelty is now the norm, hate the policy, and inhumanity to others the typical outcome and the political agenda of the decade.
How do you learn to cope with the uncopable? its not like I could go to a shrink to get help, I don't have the funds, I don't have the medical insurance to cover being trans, I have to pay cash for my hormones, we are an oppressed group
We talk of being warriors but we are outnumbered, we do the best we can and get smarter at how to do it, but the first rule of being a trans warrior is setting up for survival in the long haul, and that means guarding your mind, your heart, and your body.
I have friends that lived in dumpsters, adept at finding food there, I know so many that overcame so much, and I also know so many that the cistem killed.
So, the topic is, do you accept that we have these issues, and are you able to cope with living in a society that is this brutal, how do you do that, to cope, keep your mental sanity, and move on?
The times we live in are harsh. Be the diamond heart warriors of Trans.
I guarantee you that there will be deaths as a result.
On a personal level, I have gone off the rails from just plain too much abuse and difficulty that is linked to being (nonbinary) trans. And I live in a state that intends to pass the same law here.
The political rhetoric and dogma of causing deliberate harm to trans, starting with the census eliminating trans from the counts, Potus firing the military, and all references to transgender that were in a positive light being scrubbed from any executive branch offices, coupled with my own personal suffering from being trans, has taken me to a debilitating state of mind where I am carefully trying to maintain my sanity. We live on the edge, I am not employed, my business has failed, I am betrayed by the church as a whole, and bigotry and dogma cost me a half century of my life.
That being said, its not the first time there has been oppression, during Vietnam there was a draft that took our children to the slaughtering fields and not one came back without wounds. So what is happening to us, is not as bad as what has happened to us in the past.
And although it is unpleasant, we have open borders between states, so there are ways to get out, essentially people becoming state refugees fleeing to another state. In a way, I already did that personally.
I have to accept the unaccepatable. In Guyanna right now, where my wife is from, the government has rigged yet another election, people in opposition or asking for recounts have been killed, the police state has been called in to suppress anyone trying to find out the truth of the vote, because the trugh of the vote is that the people in power lost and are refusing to give up control of the government. I can go on and on about why my wife had to flee her country, her father got them out - legally. But she is trying to accept the unacceptable, because she can't go back to her home, it is far to dangerous and has been since she left there well over 40 years ago.
I have to accept that we are hated as trans people, but not everyone hates us. I have to accept that we have a political party that is actively trying to kill us or eradicate us and washes their hands of it like Pilate because the way they are doing it is so subtle and so evil. I have to accept that we have become targets of hate to be used as political chesspeices so the the party in power will win more votes based on disinformation, fear, and womens bathrooms.
I don't want to accept it, but by not accepting it, my mind is in harms way, better to accept that this is the way that it is, than to not accept it and go over the edge in fear hate and rage, because they are coming for me next, ….. perhaps.
I've already been allowed to bleed out, denied housing, fired with no reason given for dismissal, been treated as a prostitute in a medical setting and coerced into a rectal exam to see if I had any stds when I haven't had that kind of sex in over 40 years- and that's another hardship as well. I've even had a child spit in my face because they figured out I was trans.
That is the United States I live in, a place where the unacceptable has become not only accepted but embraced, where it once was not ok to be an asshole, and now it is not only ok but is lauded, where cruelty is now the norm, hate the policy, and inhumanity to others the typical outcome and the political agenda of the decade.
How do you learn to cope with the uncopable? its not like I could go to a shrink to get help, I don't have the funds, I don't have the medical insurance to cover being trans, I have to pay cash for my hormones, we are an oppressed group
We talk of being warriors but we are outnumbered, we do the best we can and get smarter at how to do it, but the first rule of being a trans warrior is setting up for survival in the long haul, and that means guarding your mind, your heart, and your body.
I have friends that lived in dumpsters, adept at finding food there, I know so many that overcame so much, and I also know so many that the cistem killed.
So, the topic is, do you accept that we have these issues, and are you able to cope with living in a society that is this brutal, how do you do that, to cope, keep your mental sanity, and move on?
The times we live in are harsh. Be the diamond heart warriors of Trans.