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Post by Physics Buff on Feb 17, 2019 9:18:58 GMT 8
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 17, 2019 11:30:30 GMT 8
Depends on the dose and then that depends on the person. Take spiro and you will have shrinkage and ejaculations might be harder to get to if you even can after a while. E alone is going to change some things, and again it is a ratio based thing, if you have low E and then use it, it might not kick the ratio over. If you have high E and then take it, then it is going to change the ratio and that is a determining thing. But by far, it's T blockers that do the most damage, mentally and physically, they do a lot more than just block T. There isn't a T blocker made for that, all of the used are off label stuff, and the side effects can be loss of size and erections and leave you wondering what ejaculation was. They use T blockers (that aren't really T blockers) in the very old and archaic ways of adjusting hormones. It used to be thought that getting T down was as important as getting E up, but that just left a lot of people frustrated beyond their original intentions. It is the suppressing of T that causes the problems vs letting it come down in ratio in a more natural way. You don't need T blockers and Drs who prescribe the horrid stuff are so out of touch they need to just stop their practice and go live in the old Drs home for the uninformed. If you boost E enough, and that's way easier than taking T blockers, then you are going to get used to the elevated E and the T is going to taper of some on its own. But the point is that you don't have to have anything other than what makes you feel good and there is no evidence that T blockers do anymore than higher doses of E. And then that is just a subjective thing for most people, unless you are going full transition, then you start low and work up until there is no more benefit for how you feel and then back down. Most everyone is going to want to go up, but as soon as they realize the good feelings aren't going up, then backing down is the smart thing, why change it to up if it does nothing? Most people are going to find that they really don't need anywhere near the doses of full transition to get where they want to be if they are NB, very low dose is normal. It takes a bit longer to get the ratio that works for you, but if you want to up the E dose some and then back it down later, that's common by default. It isn't a race to see how fast a person can get to where they need to be and want to be, consider that they spend most of their lives not even knowing they wanted to in the first place.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Feb 17, 2019 11:34:41 GMT 8
There are some who take low dose E and then after a few years don't even bother, they know in their head who they are and who they want to be and low dose isn't necessary for that.
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Post by Trinity on Feb 17, 2019 12:12:53 GMT 8
I am not a top.
So...
Well, my physical experience isnt all that nonbinary. My social is.
And i had the darned ruinous blockers.
They destroyed my testicals. Atrophied, useless.
I am on full mtf hormone doses. Max.
Dry orgasms, and i experience those in a female way.
It does stand up sort of, but as a recieving organ, its just not...
Lol. I dont perceive it as a penis. Its a leftover that stuck to me and is good material to build a neovagina someday.
But i doubt it will happen.
I think my comments are kind of irrelevant here.
Go with Ativans post.
For me, full dose or mtf transition dose, means full female transition in the body.
And that doesnt even touch the mental side of this.
My path is different from most nonbinary or ts folk honey. You want full female go full hrt.
But if you are a top then don't.
Its different for me. I have acute dysphoria with the body stuff.
I doubt i will ever penetrate someone again.
Without blockers i have no idea what would happen, but i suspect itd be pretty much the same.
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Post by FaerieKim on Mar 2, 2019 7:16:15 GMT 8
11 months on hrt. I still get erections. I don't ejaculate anymore but I kind of like that.
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Post by Trinity on Mar 2, 2019 11:36:20 GMT 8
11 months on hrt. I still get erections. I don't ejaculate anymore but I kind of like that. Orgasms? Different for me on hrt. I have them, its intense.
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Post by FaerieKim on Mar 2, 2019 15:04:49 GMT 8
Orgasms are the same. I have good orgasms. But no sperm comes out anymore.
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Post by FaerieKim on Jun 12, 2019 0:39:00 GMT 8
My sperm has come back. I don't know why.
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Post by Trinity on Jun 12, 2019 3:03:31 GMT 8
Interesting
Was that with or without the t blockers?
Blockers destroyed mine. I have very little or nothing.
I have no data on someone doing it with e only and no blockers (which is the right way to do it.)
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Jun 12, 2019 9:15:53 GMT 8
That isn't as weird as it sounds, when people are using hormones, their body at times might fight back and if you are using E, then it dumps a bunch of T into the mix. I don't know if that is even close to the answer, but it seems about right, peoples hormone ratios change all the time, and as you age it changes in fairly predictable ways. But when starting on hormones, they generally try to get you to use T blockers so the ration changes to more E a lot faster and you'll be happy faster, but you don't need them after a while and if a person just waited until the extra E became the norm for them, they wouldn't have to use that nasty crap, which T blockers are, and they aren't really T blockers, that's a side effect of the drug, so you're getting a lot more than just T blockers, you get the main thing and then all the other side effects from them and they seem to have a lot. But they push them because your body fights the new ratio and tries to keep the old one for a while, but once it gets used to the new ratio, the E you take will even move the ratio a little further. Patience and you get there without the problems, but it takes longer and for a lot of people, they don't want to wait, they already have waited their entire lives. But I think that your body might be hiddupping and trying to move the ratio by stuffing T into the bloodstream, and it could be even some different diet you're using, little things off to the side make a difference. And... Woman have a change in their hormones as they age and it tilts more to T, so maybe that's it or all of those things or something else, but I don't think it's anything to worry over, so long as everything else is going good, then you are.
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