mental care issues -

[Sa_bit]

hello,

i grew up in bavaria in a small town. i'll do my best on english language xD.
in bavaria the people are very catholic. i grew up as a non binary child, but as i went into highschool i simply was
decided to be a girl. i hated it with all my heard. but i had nobody to talk about.
years later i realized i would fall in love with girls. and beeing into this catholic suroundings i felt pervert.
now i am in my twenties, and i still have these feelings. right now i'm doing some therapie twice a month.
but i think i should do some more. you might have storys that helped you? or books i could read?
i just need to see something, that i'm not alone. i know i'm not, but some parts of my soul dont know.
i dont want to feel like some pervert monster, just because i identify as non binary butch and fall in
love with women.
so, thanks for helping .
as i'm studying electronical engineering right now, do you know some nonbinary/genderqueer people, who
are in engineering or science?
thanks!

sabit

[Trinity]

Jan 27, 2018 3:15:59 GMT 8 Sa_bit said:

hello,

i grew up in bavaria in a small town. i'll do my best on english language xD.
in bavaria the people are very catholic. i grew up as a non binary child, but as i went into highschool i simply was
decided to be a girl. i hated it with all my heard. but i had nobody to talk about.
years later i realized i would fall in love with girls. and beeing into this catholic suroundings i felt pervert.
now i am in my twenties, and i still have these feelings. right now i'm doing some therapie twice a month.
but i think i should do some more. you might have storys that helped you? or books i could read?
i just need to see something, that i'm not alone. i know i'm not, but some parts of my soul dont know.
i dont want to feel like some pervert monster, just because i identify as non binary butch and fall in
love with women.
so, thanks for helping .
as i'm studying electronical engineering right now, do you know some nonbinary/genderqueer people, who
are in engineering or science?
thanks!

sabit

First, welcome.

No you are not a perv.

Read through things, or ask questions and start threads asking, like you did.

A lot of us are under relogeous judgement, but its often misconceptions in the religion that is false or mistranslated, not us.

You are not alone.

[timelessexplorer]

You are not perverted or alone as a genderqueer person. If you do not overtly see others like you in your field, know they are there but hiding. Showing your difference to others is hard, and often people express their genderqueerness in subtle ways. I encourage you to look past religion and focus on the themes of acceptance in every religion. I too often feel alone, for I live in a conservative area, but as I am myself, I find pockets of acceptance.