Prukie
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Prukie
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January 1970
GUEST
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Nov 13, 2017 5:49:46 GMT 8
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Post by Prukie on Nov 13, 2017 5:49:46 GMT 8
I thought I had made peace with my body. I am not transgender. Transition isn't an option. I am somewhere betwixt and between. I thought I was a freak. I though there really wasn't a way to present myself. So. I am a girl. It may be a costume, but it allows me to move through the world. In reality, I drank. I've been trying to maintain sobriety for years. It hasn't happened. I am sobor now. Recently, someone came in to my life who tried to help me. I fought her every step of the way. Bite the hand that feeds. Mostly because this person stirred something that I thought was long gone. Also neither,also an other. I thought they knew my secret just looking at me. Instead of being transparent. This is what I was holding on to. I drove them from my life. But this is cracked open again. I have to face it now. I need resources, or community or just some kind of sounding board. Thanks.
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7,160
Trinity
DES Trans
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Nov 5, 2015 13:41:59 GMT 8
November 2015
trinity
Non-Binary
Sh'e, H'er, they them, she, he, whatever....
Bisexual
Faithfully Married.
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Nov 13, 2017 5:53:41 GMT 8
Post by Trinity on Nov 13, 2017 5:53:41 GMT 8
I thought I had made peace with my body. I am not transgender. Transition isn't an option. I am somewhere betwixt and between. I thought I was a freak. I though there really wasn't a way to present myself. So. I am a girl. It may be a costume, but it allows me to move through the world. In reality, I drank. I've been trying to maintain sobriety for years. It hasn't happened. I am sobor now. Recently, someone came in to my life who tried to help me. I fought her every step of the way. Bite the hand that feeds. Mostly because this person stirred something that I thought was long gone. Also neither,also an other. I thought they knew my secret just looking at me. Instead of being transparent. This is what I was holding on to. I drove them from my life. But this is cracked open again. I have to face it now. I need resources, or community or just some kind of sounding board. Thanks. There is a lot of material in the threads, read through it, ask questions, see what fits. Join in if you like. Plenty to learn, and no pressure. ☺
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