Do you fignt your body or do you own it?

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I still am getting used to having my body. The one my nervous system needs to have, this mtf body.

Sometimes I fight it, sometimes I relax into it. I always smile when I see it, robed or disrobed.

My goal, is to own it, to cherish it, to let it fully integrate into my mind soul spirit and flesh.

Do you own your body? Or do you fight with it, due to social programming, old stuff, or whatever reason you would suppress feeling your feelings?

Blessings

Trinity

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After all this time I'm stuck with it even if I decided that it was all a bad joke. No complaints here though!

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My body is a curse, an embarrassment, a humiliation. And it's got nothing to do with me. It's got nothing to do with who I am.

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I own it. It is mine to do whatever I see fit to do with it. It doesn't really help that I'm a freak of nature sort of. It don't really hurt either.

I own it. It is mine do mold and do with it whatever I wish. Look If I want hair down to my ass, it is no one else's business. I may not be to accpeted in the business world but in my world it is OK. I want earings in both ears. This is becoming more and more common with men, even those with short hair. I love having a hairless body. Who's business is it anyway. When it's hot it is way more comfortable. But why fight it? Sure it would be nice but I still have the parts to tell someone if they don't like it "they can suck me". Form the GNR song, They're Out to Get Me.

The thing about it is that I am in a high place right now. Not chemically induced but in that comfort zone. My body is mine. If I want to be female then I will take a trio to where I can be female and accepted as female. I can be that here too and sometimes I do. Especially at home. Other places too. If someone don't like it then refer to the excerpt from the GNR song.  You may be surprised at how many may take you up on that even though.... I guess I better shut up because I don;t want to bring down the "Wrath of Shan".  So sorry Shan. I could not resist. From the other stuff you said and the Star Trek movie reference. If anyone calls me a nerdy girl I will hunt you down and make you listen to a couple of Black Sabbath songs played by yours truly. Ahh, nerdy girl, dirty girl. It all rhymes.

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Mar 14, 2015 3:54:12 GMT 8 @julieblair said:

Somethin' wrong with Black Sabbath. I spent my daughter's childhood listening to them. She taunted me for days with the image of Ozzy biting the head off a bat. lol

Nothing is wrong with Sabbath. I play Sabbath as much as I play ACDC and they are totally different approaches from a guitar point of view. Angus has a lot of Chuck Berry Influences in his playing in the solos. Iommi is a fornt runner and his approach to solos was really simple. Iommi's shit is still a basic staple of metal today ever though they started as a more bluesy band. The Wizard is a song from thier club days. I love Sabbath. I love the simplicity of the guitar, the speed of the bass, the insanity of the lyrics and the drums.

Yeah you do know when Ozzy bit the head off the bat that he thought it was a rubber bat until it was too late. He then had to take the dreaded Rabbies shots after. Seriously though, what wierdo is gonna through a real dead bat on stage? Unfortunately Ozzy fell for it and when he realized it, it was too late. Shit I saw someone throw an empty bottle at Ted Nugent and he stopped the music.  Sebastian Bach with Skid Row got hit in the head with a beer bottle and had to have stiches. OMG he had beautiful hair and then had to deal with a blad spot for a long time. I would have kiiled the person. Thank God I don't sing.

[Ativan Prescribed]

Mar 14, 2015 3:50:17 GMT 8 @jamie said:

 If anyone calls me a nerdy girl I will hunt you down and make you listen to a couple of Black Sabbath songs played by yours truly.

Jamie is a nerdy girl.
(I left my address on the back of this comment to make it easier to hunt me down...)

[Edge]

Mar 14, 2015 3:47:34 GMT 8 @julieblair said:

I'm okay with my body. There are some bits that will be adjusted in the fullness of time, but it is okay. I am fit, slender, and able to do all that I really want to. It provides a fine ride for my brain which is both demanding and fickle. Now that is what could use some work.

Julie

This pretty much.
I get body dysphoria. Sometimes, it's pretty bad, but really, I just need to fix some things and not that much. I'm young, healthy, and attractive which is something not everyone has. T has helped a lot.

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Mar 14, 2015 9:00:13 GMT 8 Ativan Prescribed said:

Mar 14, 2015 3:50:17 GMT 8 @jamie said:

 If anyone calls me a nerdy girl I will hunt you down and make you listen to a couple of Black Sabbath songs played by yours truly.

Jamie is a nerdy girl.
(I left my address on the back of this comment to make it easier to hunt me down...)

LOL I got you Ativan. I will send my dominions of demons. I may be nerdy sometimes. But only sometimes. All the other times I am badass.  No just joking but don't answer any knocks on the door tonight.  Just in case.

[Laura J]

Fight fight fight...!!
Damn damn damn..!!

[Ativan Prescribed]

OMG the horror on her face like I was a monster. But I did have a lot better hair than her.
(Left address and directions on the back on this comment to make it easier to hunt me down.  )

[bhhfmm]

Mar 14, 2015 22:52:23 GMT 8 Ativan Prescribed said:

OMG the horror on her face like I was a monster. But I did have a lot better hair than her.
(Left address and directions on the back on this comment to make it easier to hunt me down.  )

I'm totally offended by the negative portrayal of monsters.

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Mar 14, 2015 23:29:08 GMT 8 bhhfmm said:

Mar 14, 2015 22:52:23 GMT 8 Ativan Prescribed said:

OMG the horror on her face like I was a monster. But I did have a lot better hair than her.
(Left address and directions on the back on this comment to make it easier to hunt me down.  )

I'm totally offended by the negative portrayal of monsters.

great thread if you were a monster what monster are we.

you're a beautiful monster my dear.

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Be advised that monsters united will be going on strike for better recognition among rank and file membership at this site, If our demands for equal respect aren't met you will all be visited in the night!

[Ativan Prescribed]

Mar 14, 2015 23:29:08 GMT 8 bhhfmm said:

I'm totally offended by the negative portrayal of monsters.

OMG the look of horror on her face. But I did have a lot better hair than her. 

[Ativan Prescribed]

* (that ding noise thing).. Pooftas,(what those little cartoon clouds behind someone running are called)...
With several little poofta's left behind, runs like hell, lmfao at the local monsters... 'nah na nah na nah na-na'.