The anniversary of whatever thread

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Anniversaries for me...

2 years in the nb forum

3 years hrt as of may 25th.

A thread for benchmarks and events and and years...

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Well I don't know any exact dates except one. 2 weeks with my current Beau.

Other than that. Quite a few years since my boobs started showing. I don't know the exact date but it was summer at least and June pretty much is the beginning of summer. Not precise but close enough. I remember my first training bra and OMFG the sweat underneath when it's hot.

Summer also marks the time I tried to learn how to swim and figured out just how almost non existent my little thingy was compared to other boys in the showers.  

It was also the time that I learned that I could not go without a shirt, could not use the boy's showers and the actual first time I felt like a freak. The public pool wouldn't let me use the boys showers and locker or the girls showers and lockers. I may have been 12 or 13 and that is the time that I thought to myself, "Fuck it and fuck people." Back then society wasn't a real concept in my mind at the time.

When school time came around it was worst because they did make me use the boy's room. During gym class I got felt up more than a 10 cent whore because of my boobs. Maybe I should have charged a dollar.  Everyone wanted to see what boobs felt like and I actually let them. OMG one second they were laughing at my little thingy and the next begging me to just let them see what boobs felt like. People are strange.

I won't say how many years but this is the time that I started growing in to myself no matter how mix matched and fucked up it seemed at the time. I am glad I made it through it though because it shaped who I am today. Don't think I didn't ever think of ending it because I did. Many times. But I didn't and no one else should either. If need be just talk to me because it is a pain in the ass but eventually becomes a pleasure. No pun intended.