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Post by Trinity on May 2, 2016 4:27:21 GMT 8
Im struggling. Hitting bottom. Part of me knows its necessary and a path to freedom.
Part of me wants to lie in bed and not get out.
This really hurts and its not just my hormones.
Another fight betaeen my wife and her sister. She wanted a phone book from her parents. Her sister said she cant have it, she cant talk to reletives, and we have to move into a large apartment comlex. She is telling us where to live.
And not nicely. Shes brutal.
F this stuff. Im looking but my wife is dead set on finding a cheap basement apt. Ny apts are 2 grand a month. Basements are a grand.
But im depressed, i cant have input, i get run over. Resentments are building to boiling points.
Rage and depression are the topics, and other people messing with us. Controls. Acceptance.
And how to feel better.
Im on the edge a bit here but not too bad. Fighting it.
Trinity
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Post by Valerie on May 2, 2016 9:39:55 GMT 8
Stay strong, Trinity! You've got this, I know it'll be hard to just try, and keep emotionally balanced. But also there should be no shame in your depression moments, we have no control over our mental illnesses. It's not just that easy to calm down, or smile or be happy or stop being sad. And your emotions are valid, you don't need to have a reason to be depressed.
I know from dealing with my depressive moments, they mostly just randomly come for no reason. I just try my best to deal with it, and hope my depressive mood will end, which may last a few days, or weeks.
But omg what's with your wife's family disowning you guys? Its frustrating to hear! And I'm just so happy to hear that your wife is supportive, and got your back! Love always wins And knows no bounds.
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Post by EchelonHunt on May 2, 2016 21:11:10 GMT 8
Depression is awful. I am suffering from bouts of it here and there. when it hits, it hits hard, like yesterday about my disappointment in myself. Also a little stressed about surgery next week but that's for another thread lol.
I find I can make the mood go away, be it going to bed early and getting a good night's sleep, having a relaxing shower, watching funny, lighthearted videos. But sometimes, the mood won't go away easily, it usually passes with time.
The family issues doesn't help the current situation, does it? Would it be possible to reside in a suburb just outside NY if it is cheaper rent? To make ends meet until you can move into a house?
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Post by Annys on May 2, 2016 21:19:14 GMT 8
Sometimes I need to run into the woods and roar; then it's right back to bed. But even if that's all I do that day, it took motivation! Kudos to that.
Meow.
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Post by Trinity on May 3, 2016 11:02:56 GMT 8
Getting through it.
Lot of help from dear ones.
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Post by Deleted on May 11, 2016 6:38:19 GMT 8
Im struggling. Hitting bottom. Part of me knows its necessary and a path to freedom. Part of me wants to lie in bed and not get out. This really hurts and its not just my hormones. 1.Another fight betaeen my wife and her sister. She wanted a phone book from her parents. Her sister said she cant have it, she cant talk to reletives, and we have to move into a large apartment comlex. She is telling us where to live. And not nicely. Shes brutal. 2.F this stuff. Im looking but my wife is dead set on finding a cheap basement apt. Ny apts are 2 grand a month. Basements are a grand. 3.But im depressed, i cant have input, i get run over. Resentments are building to boiling points.
Rage and depression are the topics, and other people messing with us. Controls. Acceptance. 4.And how to feel better. Im on the edge a bit here but not too bad. Fighting it. Trinity OK Trin. Life is up and downs. Depression is a part of life. Seek help if it gets too bad. Now what I emboldened and numbered, 1. A fight over a freakin' phone book? Really? That is two fleas fighting over they dog they live on. It is senseless. Personally she can't tell you shit of where to live unless you are renting from her and if so there are laws that she has to abide by in order to evict you. She needs to really be careful because she can get into a lot of trouble if so. 2. That is the best attitude to have. Tell you Sister-in-Law to fuck off. She has no control over her own sister and let alone you. Your wife and your kids are your family and you and they should see you all as a family unit and anyone else is extended family. 3. I know about resentment and it will eat you up. It ate me up and I finally put my foot down. I lost a wife but gained my own freedom and self respect. It hurt for a little while but now I make my own decisions and rule my own life. I will share my life with the right person but will never be controlled again with the feeling of helplessness and or hopelesness. You and your family are in charge of your own lives no matter how much In-Laws try to be. This goes on both sides. Just kindly tell them, "thanks but no thanks" or "I will do what's best for my own family". 4. Everything I said above.
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