Nonbinary trans

[Trinity]

What do we mean by nonbinary trans?

I am full out no op trans, and max fluid on spectrum.  My body is a trans female body.  My mind is the "in between" and emotionally i am fluid leaning towards female.

I go out full out she, full out he, full out they.

Some would say because sh'e is so feminine its my truth.  Others, he.  Others, they.

Its all my truth.

But when i am she its immersive, real, and joyous.    To the point i think and others think i am mtf trans.  

Now some, not here, say its crossdressing.  Bull...

They dont understand nonbinary.  

What are your own thoughts or experiences full out and free?  Nonbinary and fully expressing the opposite of the birth gonads?

Trinity

[EchelonHunt]

Non-binary trans means to me, that I'm non-binary in gender identity but am trans in that I'm medically transitioning my body to male.

I identify my sex strongly to be male. It screams out from within my body, my bones and my very inner being, wherever that is. My sexual identity is disrupted thanks to the disconnect between the incorrect genitalia and my body.

While I want the anatomy of a male, I don't want to look like a guy (e.g. beard, hairy body, etc). I want to look like a gorgeous person who is oozing femininity from every single pore.

I have a flat chest, I long for the male genitalia to make my physical body complete, I long for the curves, soft hairless skin, the long hair, all the while being legally male.

Who knows, maybe one day, I might go "Fuck it" and present binary male. But I know my soul would slowly die inside and I would drink myself into oblivion.

Must live as binary female = I will drink myself into oblivion.

Must live as binary male = I will drink myself into oblivion.

Live as legally male only on paper & present as androgynous for employment and feminine in public/private life = I won't drink myself into oblivion.

[Valerie]

Hmm nonbinary trans to me means that I'm neither male or female. I don't fit into the male binary or female binary world, and I don't want to either. I'm more of both masculine and feminine mixed together at same time 24/7, and I just don't feel or see myself as a gender at all. I'm just me!

It's more like just because I'm biologically male and presenting more masculine doesn't mean I'm male, I'm still Androgyne. Same with if I'm presenting more feminine that doesn't mean I'm female, I'm still androgyne! I'm always and will be androgyne nonbinary 24/7 365 days of year no matter how I'm presenting, or what my biological body is because that's how I feel and view myself on inside.

Nonbinary trans means I get more freedoms to being me. I can do whatever I want, and not worry about the restrictions of our binary society (okay yes I do, and have to worry about others ignorance and judgement, but I just mean I have more freedom to be me)

I would love to look, and present more androgynous! I wanna get to point where people would be questioning my gender, and not know. I want to mix both masculine and feminine together in presentation, and expression. I also would to have a more hourglass curvy shaped body, but also the V that male bodies have. I guess maybe look more androfeminine to be honest haha

But that's what being nonbinary trans means to me, that I actually get to have freedom of doing that. I'm not restricted to the gender binary, I'm not trying to follow the rules and fit into our gender binary. I wanna douse the gender binary with lighter fluid, turn around, flick a lit match at it, and dramatically walk away like the sexy badass I am. (Imagine black stiletto heels in this scenario because that's what I am imagining haha)

[Deleted]

Nonbinary trans for me is bigender (which is technically binary non binary trans)

Just to muddle things up!!!

[danishcouple]

we believe that non-binairy trans means you are trans but don't want some aspects of the transition process, because you feel taht you don't needed a full change.

Both we knowing each other from out early age, meeted in side a lhbti camp.

At first sight we have thinked that we both are tomboy's and lesbian.

At that camp and other meetings we started talking to therapists and also with each oter and some others.

We slowly discovered both what we really are and who we are.

We discovered that we both are Bigender, and are at that time male and female at the same time.

We don't hated our female body's, we wanted not to change with surgery's, first of all we have seen ugly top surgery's with all those scars and so on that was a no go path for us both , because we don't hated our female figure at all.

The only thing what we missed on our body's at the male side of the spectrum was testosterone and the effects off testosterone and specially we wanted both to become hairy, we wanted a hairy chest/ breasts, arms and legs, and we both wanted facial hair, we wanted beards.

With all of this we came till the conclusion that we are bigender, and wanted become part of the third gender.

Cat was at that time 17 and Bobcat 16 when we have had our first testosterone, but without estrogen blockers, so that our body's started to grow out in our way wat we wanted.

A year later , both we are on testosterone, we had the official paperwork done and we changed our names and our gender marker to X and both we are officialy recognized as the third gender and are bigender, by law from that moment on.

And it gived us totally freedom in our soul and minds, we don't have to look out any more oh that's for female's or oh that's for male's, no we can do what we want pick up the best from both worlds what we like, all of this is the worth to do we dont have regret at all.

[Leena]

What nonbinary is to me is more of an umbrella that I'm sometimes under and sometimes not.

I'm genderfluid, and a quirk in my fluidity is that when it flips feminine, I'm pretty binary, though when it flips more masculine I don't really want to be seen as a cis man. I've had long hair since I was 12, except for a few times I cut it for work and I hated it every time.

I've been on HRT for 2 1/2 years and had permanent facial hair removal. I may get bottom surgery eventually, but I'm not in a big rush for that or changing my name and marker legally. I've taken almost everything related to my transition very slowly, and I guess I'm continuing to do that.