Post by Deleted on Feb 3, 2015 20:16:09 GMT 8
I am quite uncomfortable around cis males.
But yesterday I had a thought. (wow, who knew, lol)
My thought was what happens if instead of viewing them as the people I never measured up to or couold be, I looked at them as sex objects. Potential lovers.
Oh My.
What a paradyne shift that was. Triggered by a coworkers girl's comment about a guy being her dream date, and frankly my legs would be spring loaded with that one too, I realized maybe there was another way to look at these guys.
Gee, now I want to drop my eyes with everyone I see, my instinct to measure their, well, whatever.
Oh dear, what did I unlock this time?
Wont be me legs, though I like to fantasize and talk the talk of it.
What a laugh, what fun. Allowing that little thought, another step in my head in transition probably, but something significant there.
And what it does to the guys that were bullying. I wouldnt want to lay them if they had a sack over their heads.... just gross!!! Either too skinny, too hairy, or too ugly. I am laughing behind my hand now at them, not because of their physicality, but because of their total unattractiveness and here they are belittling me for being trans. HAH!
Nothing against these married transphobes, but it sure is interesting.
And this is all anecdotal to trigger thread discussion anyway. I probably should feel guilty about calling them ugly and just say they are not attractive, but OMG really. No kiss from those types for me....
ewwweee.
But a hunk, now, ummmmmm. (Stop it girl)
I am having fun with this thread.
So darlings, did you ever try this little paradyne shift, this new way of looking at the Cis, kind of a way of accepting a new peice of your transition? Or if you are ftm, I suppose accepting the cisgirls as.... a new peice for your transition?
Bad girl.
Have fun dear ones
Love to all here, Nails out, Head Up, Heart wide open, living a dream, freed.
Satinjoy..... and a bit of Trinity but mostly, Satinjoy.
But yesterday I had a thought. (wow, who knew, lol)
My thought was what happens if instead of viewing them as the people I never measured up to or couold be, I looked at them as sex objects. Potential lovers.
Oh My.
What a paradyne shift that was. Triggered by a coworkers girl's comment about a guy being her dream date, and frankly my legs would be spring loaded with that one too, I realized maybe there was another way to look at these guys.
Gee, now I want to drop my eyes with everyone I see, my instinct to measure their, well, whatever.
Oh dear, what did I unlock this time?
Wont be me legs, though I like to fantasize and talk the talk of it.
What a laugh, what fun. Allowing that little thought, another step in my head in transition probably, but something significant there.
And what it does to the guys that were bullying. I wouldnt want to lay them if they had a sack over their heads.... just gross!!! Either too skinny, too hairy, or too ugly. I am laughing behind my hand now at them, not because of their physicality, but because of their total unattractiveness and here they are belittling me for being trans. HAH!
Nothing against these married transphobes, but it sure is interesting.
And this is all anecdotal to trigger thread discussion anyway. I probably should feel guilty about calling them ugly and just say they are not attractive, but OMG really. No kiss from those types for me....
ewwweee.
But a hunk, now, ummmmmm. (Stop it girl)
I am having fun with this thread.
So darlings, did you ever try this little paradyne shift, this new way of looking at the Cis, kind of a way of accepting a new peice of your transition? Or if you are ftm, I suppose accepting the cisgirls as.... a new peice for your transition?
Bad girl.
Have fun dear ones
Love to all here, Nails out, Head Up, Heart wide open, living a dream, freed.
Satinjoy..... and a bit of Trinity but mostly, Satinjoy.
