intercessory prayer requests and support

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I need it.  Suicidality at the moment, no I am not redlined I am just very uncomfortable.  Usual issue.  Back on the edge and not over it, back in core, balancing the tightrope.

For DCW, she needs it, she didn't ask but I know she needs healing

There are more.  Lets add them here and keep this thread specific to prayer support needs.

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Jan 9, 2015 22:48:07 GMT 8 Trinity said:

I need it.  Suicidality at the moment, no I am not redlined I am just very uncomfortable.  Usual issue.  Back on the edge and not over it, back in core, balancing the tightrope.

For DCW, she needs it, she didn't ask but I know she needs healing

There are more.  Lets add them here and keep this thread specific to prayer support needs.

My thoughts and prayers for everyone.

[Laura J]

I'm on it.!!!

Keep us posted, ok...!

[Laura J]

Why don't ya come up here and hang out for a while. I just went food shopping..
You'll feel better.!

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It just broke, it just let go of me. Crap that one was bad. It goes like this.

Cynthia is keeping an eye on me and we will chat.

Prayer for Mark and health, liver, Patty, liver, Shantel, everything physical, I am missing the one trying to reverse their surgery, memory holes today for me.

The forum...Jayce, those trapped in the matrix, the one in their minds.

Whisper...Df. the vamp.. however the spirit leads.

Like a curtain parted. I felt it let go, I felt it leave me.

In core neutral, disengaging, letting it go, just being.

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Please keep praying for me, the marriage, and where my road is taking me.

I am not convinced that I will survive it.

Thanks

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Jan 11, 2015 7:14:37 GMT 8 Trinity said:

Please keep praying for me, the marriage, and where my road is taking me.

I am not convinced that I will survive it.

Thanks

You'll survive it but your family is going to take a huge hit. Better count the cost hon!

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Jan 11, 2015 8:17:07 GMT 8 Shan said:

Jan 11, 2015 7:14:37 GMT 8 Trinity said:

Please keep praying for me, the marriage, and where my road is taking me.

I am not convinced that I will survive it.

Thanks

You'll survive it but your family is going to take a huge hit. Better count the cost hon!

I know.  One day at a time, hold it where it is one day at a time.

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Satinjoy wants her freedom, trinity wants the stable blend, and we want that beard gone. It's great for stealth and genderqueer. But plays havoc for Satinjoy.

I can still feel Christ. This is a foreseen crisis point, by him. The faith test is huge.

And I am going insane.

I know there is a plan.

Mine, Satinjoys, trinity, my shrinks, my wife's, or God's?

All these divine appointments and interventions on me and my families behalf. The extraordinary people in key places in my life. Incredible.

I have all the pieces.

But I can't control.Satinjoy. I am kidding myself if I think I can, she just pushes back harder.

A power greater than myself, this physical dysphoria.

My wife is amazing. ..she does not complain or anything.  Just says I am getting ...worse...meaning more feminine inside and on the street.  She tells me I am scaring her. If I could ditch the beard....without consequences..

I am right on the edge. But today I promise. I will be fine, even happy.

It's getting down to pragmatic choices, the emotions are sucked out of me.

Please pray for God's will for me, the whole of me to surrender to it, and the power to carry it out.

So be it.

[Laura J]

Jan 11, 2015 22:07:24 GMT 8 Trinity said:

Please pray for God's will for me, the whole of me to surrender to it, and the power to carry it out.

So be it.

I always am... 

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A strange day. Ativan nailed it the problems.

Pointed out things.

Will point out more.

We lost a motor today, I took the kid to buy a new car.

I / didn't do that we'll, but it sufficed.

It brought sj back. I was stealth anyway, daughter is not able to accept.

I appear to be off the edge at the moment.   Stepped back from it.  I hope.  I don't know what happened but I have suspicions.

I'm a little freaked out.

I appreciate your prayers while I restabilize and reset boundaries.

Many thanks.

Trinity.

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Would you please continue to pray for me and my family.

Many thanks.

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Jan 18, 2015 4:02:07 GMT 8 Trinity said:

Would you please continue to pray for me and my family.

Many thanks.

Yup, you needn't ask hon!

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Jan 18, 2015 4:55:23 GMT 8 Shan said:

Jan 18, 2015 4:02:07 GMT 8 Trinity said:

Would you please continue to pray for me and my family.

Many thanks.

Yup, you needn't ask hon!

Many thanks, wife's birthday today.  We put on Indian song dvds and the girls and provocative dance was too much for me, I had to get a moment and pray it out.  Which didn't work but bought time to hide the pain, which triggers her.

I am out doing property management tasks, will come back with ice cream cake.  My doc gave me a cialis script based on shrinks recommendations.

Just trusting.  I know I should not entertain the thought, but I really don't think I can maintain genderqueer a lot longer.


But I can tonight, and I bet her neck is sore, I am as bad as our vamp today without the teeth.

Thanks for the prayer support.  Centering hard on core, on keeping emotioalism out.

And trying to dump this self centered sharing in favor of helping others, even if it's just acknowledging they made a post.

Love to.all here.

Trinity

[Mike]

Please pray for my wife Krystal & I, and for our marriage. Things look somewhat better for us, my wife is texted me more & seems to be positive. However, it’s very clear that the Devil has declared war on our marriage. Each day, I’ve noticed that I have more & more bad luck (car problems w/both cars, problems w/getting out of the haunted house & into our own apartment, etc.). My wife’s behavior continues to shift on a daily basis, it’s almost like she’s possessed. Please pray for protection of us, our families, our marriage, and that the Lord will put his healing touch on Krystal & heal her and cleanse her soul. Please pray that the Lord crushes this evil once & for all so we can live our lives again, in Christ’s name we pray.

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Please pray for our friend & roommate Veronica; she’s had a real tough life in the past few years & just found out that she has cancer in her thyroid. Surgery is needed & quickly to remove it. Please pray that Jesus heals her & helps her to overcome her problems. Thanks so very much for your help and God Bless