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Post by Ayla on Sept 10, 2015 9:40:55 GMT 8
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Glad that your first day has gone well. Dialling it back makes sense if it doesn't impact your dysphoria. I think that our sense of self worth is often eroded by our fear and the negativity that we often encounter. It is good to be reminded once in a while that we are pretty darn good. Onwards and upwards.
Safe travels
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Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2015 18:07:17 GMT 8
Not concerned over dysphoria. My hair cutter hit it out of the park, i showed her my presentations across spectrum, told her i had to be a guy at work but that the hair forward look had to be there. I'm learning the cut, when it falls naturally i look like the lieutenant Yar girl from Star Trek or something. But back and not gelled its as good as the Broadway look was. I am pleased.
So in the mirror now i can see the whole of gender self all at once. No dysphoria. My body is mine now, its correct, the penis is an oddity in a way, sexually my functionality is fully a recieving female yet if i had Cialis I would be aggressively nailing my wife. She still wont do that but I have more than enough in bed already.
In business I must come from a position of strength, there is a sweet spot, I found it, it is subtly me. And very professional. At home there is another, blatantly me, and at lgbtq AA I express full trans female. Everything clicks. The inside is constant but I enjoy the variations of self expression of the trans diamond. All is true, nothing an act. It is simply allowing whatever part of self needs full freedom to be, to not be censored, and knowing the full truth of the core nonlineal reality of my gender freedom,I can fly the matrix.
It is the fullfilling of an impossible dream, a gift from above, and the transformation has been public here in the forum and in Orlando. Now its about living and sharing what worked for me to others in hope they will also find peace and joy in living in their true genders.
Blessings and love,
Trinity Satin Joy
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