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Post by Deleted on Jun 25, 2015 5:44:32 GMT 8
Well, transitioned. Living it. Out, as who we are, whatever transitional state it is.
I've been on a long road of rather dramatic and intense transitioning, its now 2 1/2 years into the process.
Only now, am I ready to get on with my life.
Honestly, it feels strange. I get to be me, mostly, at least, more me. But forgotten things return into focus. Forgotten problems, forgotten depressions, forgotten needs, forgotten loved ones?
Its like we have to transition from transitioning. Learn how to live all over again. Reclaim what was lost, find new horizons. Instead of spending all of out energy coping, just getting through the day, or facing our fear of the world as we come out.
I feel a bit lost right now, I'm me, its cool, I'm still very insecure about it, the family part. The way I had to do it, to hold back collateral damage. I know I've been very lucky with mine.
So, its like.... ummmm.... now what?
Thoughts?
I think I'll start by dating my wife..... maybe seduce her. Create a safe haven away from the world, a treehouse in my own house.
Getting on with it.... thoughts? Post transition , how was it?
It's kinda like, everything. I thought I'd lose, I didn't, I found freedom, but I'm still dealing with me. The core did not transition, but it sure grew a lot. How do you think it'll be?
Love and kisses
Trinity Satin Joy
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