Post by Deleted on Jun 24, 2015 21:22:43 GMT 8
What do you need to let go of in order to enjoy your nonbinary experience more?
Is it resentment about binary mental attitudes and habitual thought?
Is it being overbearing, or being a doormat, is it an instinct that is out of balance, of a fear that is driving you? Causing you to be manipulated by your own fears? In handling others, or yourself?
Do you need to let go of a toxic relationship? Of a toxic job? Of a toxic thread?
Many are dominated by anger, fear, resentment, bitterness. Many more are dominated by love, freedom, caring, making a difference in other peoples lives and hearts. How much of this is choice, and how much is being driven in a way that is blind to self, that is an interesting question;
The blocks to living a happy life nonbinary, what are they for you? Do they need to be there? Or are they barriers in your own brain, caused by low self esteem, instilled into you by a cruel cisworld of the ancient past, not even relevant in todays world of understanding cultural diversity and freedom? We are culture, ourselves, are we not?
I hold onto things way too long. Not the ciswife, that's an oath taken never to be broken, family too, those are the permanent things. For me. But jobs, life, thoughts that bind and inhibit, there is a process of letting go that must take place. Clothes, bad habits, self criticism, self flagellation. Time to let it go. Thinking I cant do things people that are cis can do. Let it go. Limitting myself to the detriment of my family's needs. Let it go.
Let it go, let it go, let it be, let it be....speaking words of wisdom, let it be.... I cant even remember the song.
I am seriously considering letting go of fearing returning to the entertainment industry. Letting go of staying stuck. Letting go of playing it safe. Even letting go of being me at work, for the sake of getting other work, then returning to being me once the ink has dried on the contracts.
Do you need to let go of something that is hurtful to you, to others, to your gender? To your self esteem?
What is it?
Love to all Here
Satinjoy.....Trinity...me. Member of Actors Equity, working in construction out as a transsexual.
I'm letting go.... its hard, where's the net under that diamond tightrope....?
It is the hand of God that is under the glittering rope, diamond bright in the sun. Unseen, but always there.
Dare to let go....
What do you need to let go of my dear ones, what is holding you back from being happy as yourself?