Post by charley83 on Dec 1, 2018 23:40:01 GMT 8
Hello everyone. I'm obviously new here and really new to the LGBTQ community. Over the past year I have been questioning what I feel and doing research to get a better handle on how I feel.
I was AFAB and for the past 30+ years I have presented as female. I was raised by a strict Catholic father and females were expected to dress a certain way. But thats where my father stopped with specific gender roles. I was allowed to basically do anything my brother did and that included boy scouts. I always fit in better with boys and had very few friends who were girls. I've always felt more masculine and as i became a teenager I started dressing more gender neutral. I was more comfortable in mens clothing or baggy women's clothes but I always did my make up and hair which I prefer to keep long. Still to this day I dress more gender neutral. I don't hate being a female. I honestly wouldn't ever want to transition to male. What I feel is that I have times in my life where I feel like a boy. I wonder what it would be like to have both male and female sex organs. From what I've researched I would say I am bi-gender. I am both male and female. Sometimes I am more female and will dress in a more typical female role and other times, which has been pretty much the last year and a half I have been more male. I am primarily attracted to men but have been with a few women. I am currently married to a man and I have 3 children that I carried and have birth to. During my pregnancies was about the only time in my life I felt distinctly female for longer than a week.
Well that about sums up me for now. I hope to get to know other people like me and maybe understand a little better what this all means for me as my life goes on.
I was AFAB and for the past 30+ years I have presented as female. I was raised by a strict Catholic father and females were expected to dress a certain way. But thats where my father stopped with specific gender roles. I was allowed to basically do anything my brother did and that included boy scouts. I always fit in better with boys and had very few friends who were girls. I've always felt more masculine and as i became a teenager I started dressing more gender neutral. I was more comfortable in mens clothing or baggy women's clothes but I always did my make up and hair which I prefer to keep long. Still to this day I dress more gender neutral. I don't hate being a female. I honestly wouldn't ever want to transition to male. What I feel is that I have times in my life where I feel like a boy. I wonder what it would be like to have both male and female sex organs. From what I've researched I would say I am bi-gender. I am both male and female. Sometimes I am more female and will dress in a more typical female role and other times, which has been pretty much the last year and a half I have been more male. I am primarily attracted to men but have been with a few women. I am currently married to a man and I have 3 children that I carried and have birth to. During my pregnancies was about the only time in my life I felt distinctly female for longer than a week.
Well that about sums up me for now. I hope to get to know other people like me and maybe understand a little better what this all means for me as my life goes on.