[ti]fish[/ti]A boring intro from me – HELLO EVERYONE :)
Nov 19, 2018 2:48:21 GMT 8
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Post by Mickey on Nov 19, 2018 2:48:21 GMT 8
This is my second attempt at writing an introduction. The first morphed into a long, boring, poorly written and downright miserable autobiography … so I scrapped it. It’s probably best NOT to bore everyone senseless with my first post!
I’m still questioning the notion of gender, both in its physical form and as a social construct, and how I myself relate to it. I was born female and still live as one, thanks to an unfortunate body shape that makes it impossible for me to be perceived as anything else (damn it!).
Ever since I became aware of being ‘female’ I have hated it and constantly wish I wasn’t. I try to avoid thinking about it as much as possible. But it’s all I know and how I am physically built, even though inside it is not who I am.
But, neither am I a man (… probably … maybe … ?).
I’ve had a lot of bad experiences with people over the years (definitely not alone there!) so find it difficult to feel affiliated with any societal group or individual person, which may have had some impact on my inability to see clear a path through my gender dysphoria. So for now I’m simply non-binary, neither male nor female, just a boring, middle-aged human being trying my best to survive each day as they come.
And that’s me in a nutshell!
Mickey, signing out xo
I’m still questioning the notion of gender, both in its physical form and as a social construct, and how I myself relate to it. I was born female and still live as one, thanks to an unfortunate body shape that makes it impossible for me to be perceived as anything else (damn it!).
Ever since I became aware of being ‘female’ I have hated it and constantly wish I wasn’t. I try to avoid thinking about it as much as possible. But it’s all I know and how I am physically built, even though inside it is not who I am.
But, neither am I a man (… probably … maybe … ?).
I’ve had a lot of bad experiences with people over the years (definitely not alone there!) so find it difficult to feel affiliated with any societal group or individual person, which may have had some impact on my inability to see clear a path through my gender dysphoria. So for now I’m simply non-binary, neither male nor female, just a boring, middle-aged human being trying my best to survive each day as they come.
And that’s me in a nutshell!
Mickey, signing out xo
