Post by Masostal on Jan 27, 2018 19:40:33 GMT 8
Hello to everyone,
you can call me Masostal or Maso, I'm 22 years old and from Germany (please be lenient with my bad English D: ). I identify myself as human, a person, guy, non-binary and sometimes male, depends on my mood. Most of the time I don't label myself or rather I don't have to. Please use pronouns like he/his/him or they/their/them because I feel very uncomfortable with she/her.
I'm four years on testosterone, three years post surgery (mastectomy, hysterectomy, ovariectomy) and at first I identified as a boy/man but after one year post sugery I began to question my gender, was very confused, ran into depressions because I thought with the transition all problems will be solved (problems like social phobia) and so here I am. Less confused, no longer depressive but still with social phobia and sometimes upcoming questions about my gender and sexual orientation. Most of the time it's not a problem as long as I don't have to do with others who pigeonhole, confront me with stereotypes or gender role expectations.
I'm here to learn from others about accepting oneself and how to deal with others who don't or don't understand. And at least I'm here to talk about stuff I don't want to or can't talk about with others.
Erm, maybe I should talk about hobbies and interests. I like writing (slice of life, thriller, horror, fantasy), reading (thriller, horror, psycho, non-fiction), gaming (open world, shooter, sandbox, rpg, simulation), watching Let's Plays and everything about theraphosidae (I own 0.1 Brachypelma vagans, 0.0.1 Pterinochilus murinus, 0.1 Grammostola pulchripes, 0.1 Theraphosinae sp. Panama, 0.1 Avicularia aurantiaca, 0.1 Chromatopelma cyaneopubescens and 1.0 Acanthoscurria geniculata), so I could talk about my spiders all the time ...
you can call me Masostal or Maso, I'm 22 years old and from Germany (please be lenient with my bad English D: ). I identify myself as human, a person, guy, non-binary and sometimes male, depends on my mood. Most of the time I don't label myself or rather I don't have to. Please use pronouns like he/his/him or they/their/them because I feel very uncomfortable with she/her.
I'm four years on testosterone, three years post surgery (mastectomy, hysterectomy, ovariectomy) and at first I identified as a boy/man but after one year post sugery I began to question my gender, was very confused, ran into depressions because I thought with the transition all problems will be solved (problems like social phobia) and so here I am. Less confused, no longer depressive but still with social phobia and sometimes upcoming questions about my gender and sexual orientation. Most of the time it's not a problem as long as I don't have to do with others who pigeonhole, confront me with stereotypes or gender role expectations.
I'm here to learn from others about accepting oneself and how to deal with others who don't or don't understand. And at least I'm here to talk about stuff I don't want to or can't talk about with others.
Erm, maybe I should talk about hobbies and interests. I like writing (slice of life, thriller, horror, fantasy), reading (thriller, horror, psycho, non-fiction), gaming (open world, shooter, sandbox, rpg, simulation), watching Let's Plays and everything about theraphosidae (I own 0.1 Brachypelma vagans, 0.0.1 Pterinochilus murinus, 0.1 Grammostola pulchripes, 0.1 Theraphosinae sp. Panama, 0.1 Avicularia aurantiaca, 0.1 Chromatopelma cyaneopubescens and 1.0 Acanthoscurria geniculata), so I could talk about my spiders all the time ...