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Post by Trinity on Jun 27, 2016 0:18:43 GMT 8
Cooling and in prayer.
It is the greatest test for your church, Lord God, isn't it. To challenge their flesh and their homophobia, their transphobia, to make them look at the doctrines they have, and find their error.
To search their hearts, as we search ours, to find the way out, to rid themselves of all hate and fear, and to learn to accept all, it the great power of their love.
To topple the moneychangers and the pharisees that have taken your words for theirs, for their own agenda, while you watch from heaven above, knowing that you will see them face to face, and they will be undone in their grave error.
This world and this life is a moment, a breath of air, a nothing in the long eternity we face, that we will live in together, as we walk hand in hand in the joy of your heaven. Where there will be no more hate, no vain arguing, only knowing what we did for others, who we helped, who we loved, who we prayed for, who's life we touched.
We will rise above the hate, rise above the fear, rise above the world here that ensnares and traps those who have not found your heart, the heart of love, the heart of freedom from the law.
I pray Lord that the real kingdom of God would surface now, not the structured one we see, not the one of politics and of rigid rules, but the true church, a church that is not in buildings, but one in Spirit, in Your love and your power. One where the warrors of Christ fight with the swords of love, the power of the Spirit, living in truth, as You are truth.
Its time oh Lord, for us to have the victory, for You to have your way. Its time for you to show them who you are. Through us, through the despised of the world, the beaten down, for they are the ones who have Your sweat and powerful heart. Light up the darkness oh Lord, expose every heart, bring them to the understanding of the truth.
I love you Jesus, deeply and without fear or shame, I love you as me, the nonbinary who is Sh'e, who is true, who is real, and I give You h'er to make a difference. As You have, and as You will. I grieve oh Lord, for the destruction that I see, the river of trans blood, the martyrs made by a world system of rules You came to overthrow, to start anew, in Love, and not in hate.
I know Your heart my Lord and my God, and I know your feelings, they are one with my own, and we will overcome this darkness, we will walk it together, as one, do not ever let me stray, let no one divide me from You. Let us overthrow the evil together, all of us, all those who are wounded and trans, all those who want to follow You. The real you. Not the one somebody made to be what they wanted, but the real You, wild, untamed, fearless, faithful, powerful, and not to be taken lightly. No genie God you are, no slice of bread, you are the Living God, and you are my friend.
I love you.
Trinity Satin Joy
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Post by Trinity on Jul 11, 2016 1:57:57 GMT 8
Really fullfilling day at church.
Ill post about that later. Good stuff.
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Post by Trinity on Jul 11, 2016 8:10:52 GMT 8
In church today the focus was very much on the love we are to show each other. They were looking at it is rules and acts of the will, I differ in this, i believe that when you have the true Christ in your heart, living in it, love is birthed naturally and flows outward to everyone you meet.
Others anger and hate may quench it, i was happy to hear that the minister grieved for Orlando, as well as the other stricken cities. But I heard more of what I desperately wanted to hear. The heart of Christ manifested in lives and hearts.
Personally, I feel not of the body of the church, i feel like an outsider who is in, but walks h'er own path. I go as a male androgyne, 4 mm nails and all, and I don't care who reads me anymore. But there is an internal strength building, coming from knowing I am right about this, about the acceptance of trans by God.
I also still deeply grieve the exclusions, and feel great anger, but the Lord spoke into my spirit today, it was weak but i felt it, its not a verbal thing its always a "knowing". And its nearly always right.
He spoke that the tide is turning, and in the years to come, the church will be as Jesus intended, doors open to all of us, regardless of our genders. Regardless of race or ethnicity or genes. That it would finally understand the heart of God, instead of the old rules that Jesus died to set us free from.
So I hold to this, and will be a quiet voice that is trans, saying that Jesus is real, that He is fierce, and loving, and kind, and wants us to embrace Him. The people of the church may never get it, but He does get it, and it grieves His heart what has been going on.
Long has the Church grieved His heart. History has not changed. Neither has He.
Never let a person interfere with your love of God. Let nobody try to deny you heaven, it is your birthright, and the sons and daughters and others of God.
Once He has you, nobody can take Him away from you. And if they try, the do it at their own peril.
God Bless you all.
Lovingly,
Trinity.
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Post by Trinity on Jul 21, 2016 0:28:39 GMT 8
Loving Christ, praying for us all, restoring the Fairy and h'er love. Jesus is the source of my deep love. And I love you all very, very much. Trinity
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Post by Trinity on Aug 5, 2016 9:41:39 GMT 8
From my facebook page:
You'd think being trans was hell based on all the hate and discrimination and stuff.
Its not hell.
Hell is being told you cant be trans, and trying not to be.
Accepting your truth and living it, thats heaven.
Dont let anyone steal your heaven.
You have the right to be you and not live a lie.
And you know who was the father of lies.
And who was the truth.
Live your truth. Even if you hide it from some, to stay alive.
They can never steal your truth.
Because truth is real.
And so is trans.
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Post by Trinity on Sept 25, 2016 21:24:06 GMT 8
Resting and getting "wired in". Had a terrific convo with another psychic last night, she has a different path than I but shared experiences. It energized me, reawakened me and in some ways healed me.
Searching Jesus in my own way, but my link damaged by HB2 is restored.
I walk a lonely path but He is beside me, as is my shadow and others who I cherish.
I feel alive again.
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Post by Trinity on Oct 26, 2016 18:55:34 GMT 8
Lately i have been helping aa transwoman who is deep into paganism and the occult. We speak the same language, she and i know a lot of the same things about the psychic things.
Ive been under heavy spiritual attack but its also sharpening my game.
A few days ago i spent it working and listening to heavenly gregorian chants.
I feel awake again, like from a long dark dleep.
Its good. I remember who I am again in Christ.
I love Him. I wish the church would open its eyes and see.
Trinity
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Post by Trinity on Nov 27, 2016 0:53:21 GMT 8
Going into a time of quiet soul searching and reflection to wire back into Jesus. I need Him.
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Post by Trinity on Dec 19, 2016 5:47:13 GMT 8
I went to church today. It was nice, but once again the preacher had negative things to say about gay martiage.
He called it an abomination.
I was horrified. But in my spirit, i felt it only strengthen my resolve to reach out to transfolk that are in Gods church.
On the way i bumped into the person the Lord had been showing me that is also trans in the church. So i said hello.
They said they dont know who i am, they were confused, they dont know why i was talking to them. I was stealth male androgyne.
I said we had a kindered spirit. I did not fully out myself, but i think they knew. I ssid i had two names, Perry and Trinity. Perry is my androgyne name, one of my professional names.
There was so much pain in their eyes. They said they were waiting for their mate to come. A transperson of deep faith. I suspect possibly homeless but i dont know.
Perhaps some day i will find out.
I am so greived at the doctrines that wound. At the error in the church. And at the great harm done to our community. And at the way this doctrine has driven many of us into the hands of the enemy of our souls.
I dont know how my new aquaintance is going to survive. I see so much pain and so much faith.
But I do know God wanted me to see them, and that the kind loving words I could speak must have been at least a bit good for them.
Fear is in my heart, i confess that, i fear an entanglement as i know they are so hurting. I think when one of us begins to drown ee sometimes save ourselves first and run.
In that church, my feeling is this. I am called to a different walk from others, hand in hand with Jesus. What they believe in the end is theres, and they will answer. What i believe is mine, and i will answer too.
And my call is to love transfolk and bring hope and light into the pained hearts.
It is to be a diamond heart warrior of trans, by word, by touch, by being.
Its a lonely walk in the end, because we are so unique.
But it is the only walk for me.
Pray please for Adrian. They need Gods hand and mercy. They need to be loved.
God bless you.
Trinity
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Post by Trinity on Dec 26, 2016 1:39:34 GMT 8
As i was waking, my mind was more open to hearing, and seeing.
I saw again the great battlefield, the great sacrifice, the battle of the good and the evil one, the whole picture of it all unrolled before me once again. The vision so see through the veils.
And He is feeding me today, drying my tears, encouraging me again to continue on.
That is my calling, and I must not drift from it. It is to oppose that which corrupts, and which is of man and controls, to find the Spirit, and His will in me, and how He has designed me to be. It is so clear, and the church has it so wrong, to my deep greif and sadness.
It is the influence of the spirit of this world, that corrupts and uses the scriptures to his gain, to harm the innocents, it is all part of the cosmic chessgame we play.
Today I am refreshed, saddened, yes, always that. But the battle always goes on, the battle for the heart.
He lit a candle in mine, long, long ago, during a time of persecution, because I was sh'e, even as a child. He came to me then, I remember it well.
And so I remain called to be me, no matter the cost. I have seen Him, it is not a book or a fairy tale. I have met Him face to face, I know who He is.
It is Christmas, and the Fairy of the unicorn forest is in h'er lovers arms, and me and my love are in His.
As are all of you.
We almost lost our Christmas, my wife and I, because of the hatred of man, hatred that is not of Jesus.
But hatred cannot overcome love. And the love inside me, it is deep, it is for all, it is sacred.
It came from Him. Because when I gave up, He came to me, and He told me He loved me.
He loves me as I am, as He made me. Androgyne Trans.
So the light of the Fairy burns bright, h'er love is still strong. It is my calling in this world, no matter what, that will never change.
Merry Christmas darlings.
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Post by Laura J on Jan 1, 2017 10:14:13 GMT 8
I havent been to church for a month now.. I dont even know why, because the messages each week are so good, not judgemental, not fire and brimstone, but truly love oriented and welcoming.. i even wore a "love wins" tshirt with a rainbow heart on it, and got no negativity..
I should embrace this church, but i cant seem to let go and make myself vulnerable, i feel defensive for no reason.?
Yet i still feel close to Jesus, close to the spirit.. I feel him nudging me, telling me its okay to let go..
Ìt feels like such uncharted waters letting anyone close to me..
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Post by Trinity on Jan 17, 2017 9:12:30 GMT 8
I am getting more vocal on facebook. Several of my friends are activists.
This is my latest.
In the days of Jesus He is recorded as going to His temple and driving the moneychangers from it. He was even recorded as making a whip.
Politicians have redefined His church, some for their own gain, and have made it a pharasitic movement of legalism. Which is similar to the ways of Isis, yet more subtle in the punishment of a marginalized people. And others havecturned it into a business.
Do you think that He has changed? Or is He the same, and is He not capable of defending His temple again?
Do you think He isnt capable of facing down our legalistic accusers, as He did time after time after time, until they killed Him and even death could not prevail?
Heart He does reveal, and now is the time of it. Nothing has changed, not of Man, not of Him.
But men, they take that which is meant to be free and joyous, and turn it into something awful.
Until they find the true heart of the loving God, we will all still suffer.
I may become a lone voice in all of this, and it will cost me dearly to speak whay I beleive.
I believe in the conquering power of love, in warrior courage, and in the battle ofvthe heart. Compassion must rule, and freedom to live as you believe, in the God given free will we were born with.
What we do with that gift is up to us.
Using your will to slowly destroy the defenseless is evil.
How many will die because of ignorant, heartless laws that starve?
They have no idea who they are dealing with as they misrepresent His will.
I see no Christ in them. I see only flesh.
I am so sorry.
Hearts must be revealed. Politicians have hijacked Christs temple. They are telling us what to believe, what the church is, what Gods will is.
They are making Him cruel, and heartless, and an oppressor of the weak by demonizing the innocent.
You can have your God of hate.
I have my God of love. And I will fight your Hate to the death.
Trans and bathrooms and insurance is not the problem.
Legalized hate is.
It tell you, it is antichrist.
And for those who do not believe as I do, thats ok. I have no issue with you, none.
My issue is with my betrayers.
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Post by Trinity on Jan 23, 2017 1:58:21 GMT 8
Pulling into myself spiritually, another foundation to rebuild.
Church was great and much clarity came as a result.
Resting and reconnecting to the core of who I am.
What a journey this is. Such a battle, such a diamond tightrope to walk.
Questions questions.
In the hands of the living God.
Tough journey. Much more clarity now.
Blessings to all, no matter what your walks or beliefs may be.
I just need to recenter on mine.
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Post by Trinity on Jan 29, 2017 1:52:42 GMT 8
I think the thing that hurts me the most is the hijacking of my Christ by those who want Him for themselves, but exclude me because I am trans and tell me I cant be my gender and go to heaven.
The depth of my rage over this has no language strong enough to describe it.
Sorry to vent here. But I need to wail and scream over this betrayal.
Its just a different gender.
I hate what these people have done to interfere and damage the spirituality of the people of trans, and of the gbltqi reality.
Dont let them do that to you. Whatever your belief may be.
I am being slowly poisoned to death spiritually by grief.
I know we are not to allow human interference to corrupt our relationship with our God, whoever yours is, or ourselves, if you are atheist or agnostic.
I dont believe anyone has the right to interfere with that relationship.
That makes them God, and God a tool for their own agenda.
How horrifying it is, to have someone interfere with your relationship to your God. For them to tell God to go away, because their religion and beliefs says you are evil for being born your gender.
May His rage match mine, and expose every heart for what it is.
Horror. I am filled with utter horror.
Lord deliver me from rage and hate, but forge it into a spear of words and theater art, use me in the war of the heart, in my words, my art, my life, and my fierce love of everyone.
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Post by Trinity on Feb 27, 2017 1:23:12 GMT 8
I had a good morning at church, i realized that my resentments at divisive preaching and doctrines of hate are man driven not Christ driven.
We will overcome these doctrines. These people who hijack our faith and poison our souls.
Darkness shall not prevail, not now not ever.
God Bless.
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