Post by Deleted on Nov 24, 2014 5:16:07 GMT 8
Greetings dear ones
What do you control? Try to control? Cannot control?
I am betting since we are transgender we try to control a lot.
Do you try to control conversations?
Children, family, spouses?
Your dysphoria?
Your transition?
Progression, if it exists for you?
Do you try to control what component of gender is controlling you at the moment?
Do you try to control anger, fear, resentments? Other peoples love for you? Your own self esteem?
Do you try to control the things around you?
Did you try to control being transgender at all?
What do you try to control my dears, why do we control, or do you just go with the moment, and be?
I actually have the nerve to try to control everything, actually control nothing, and drive myself nuts with it as a result.
You believe that? I don't. Because all of us are empowered to influence others lives. Not control them, influence them, for many things.
Maybe even the good of all trans.
I actually tried to control the matrix just before my final exit. It didn't work, but my final post, the one they could not handle, the one they chose to delete, was designed to influence for good, speaking truth, just asking questions. And it might have done just that.
I like to ask questions. I was influenced by Ativan so now I ask lots of questions.
It is a way to control the conversation. HAH!
What are you trying to control, would you like to stop, is it helping you? Or is it resulting in something unpleasant.
To coin something from my AA training..... God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
The problem of control. Is it a trans issue, a human issue, or some other issue? Ego driven, fear driven, love driven?
In the words of the real matrix, that should really cook your noodle...
Blessings
Trinity Satin Joy
What do you control? Try to control? Cannot control?
I am betting since we are transgender we try to control a lot.
Do you try to control conversations?
Children, family, spouses?
Your dysphoria?
Your transition?
Progression, if it exists for you?
Do you try to control what component of gender is controlling you at the moment?
Do you try to control anger, fear, resentments? Other peoples love for you? Your own self esteem?
Do you try to control the things around you?
Did you try to control being transgender at all?
What do you try to control my dears, why do we control, or do you just go with the moment, and be?
I actually have the nerve to try to control everything, actually control nothing, and drive myself nuts with it as a result.
You believe that? I don't. Because all of us are empowered to influence others lives. Not control them, influence them, for many things.
Maybe even the good of all trans.
I actually tried to control the matrix just before my final exit. It didn't work, but my final post, the one they could not handle, the one they chose to delete, was designed to influence for good, speaking truth, just asking questions. And it might have done just that.
I like to ask questions. I was influenced by Ativan so now I ask lots of questions.
It is a way to control the conversation. HAH!
What are you trying to control, would you like to stop, is it helping you? Or is it resulting in something unpleasant.
To coin something from my AA training..... God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
The problem of control. Is it a trans issue, a human issue, or some other issue? Ego driven, fear driven, love driven?
In the words of the real matrix, that should really cook your noodle...
Blessings
Trinity Satin Joy