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Well I came here to mostly read and keep my distance. The name I wish to go by is Mellysia. I'm a quiet girl on the inside, but since I was born in a male body I have a tough outer, but otherwise still quiet. I don't tend to talk much since I don't have the ability to place my thoughts into a presentation that makes sense to myself so I'd rather keep it to myself. I'm not on hormones, nor will I probably ever be. Too many debts, medical, etc to be paid so I've left that pipe dream behind. Just being in a place with others such as myself gives me the balance I need to keep from losing myself in an otherwise really dark place. I like to learn and read about others' experiences and when I do post I try to be courteous as possible. It's nice to meet you all. I heop we get along. Thank you =]
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Post by Deleted on Dec 29, 2014 6:18:54 GMT 8
Well I came here to mostly read and keep my distance. The name I wish to go by is Mellysia. I'm a quiet girl on the inside, but since I was born in a male body I have a tough outer, but otherwise still quiet. I don't tend to talk much since I don't have the ability to place my thoughts into a presentation that makes sense to myself so I'd rather keep it to myself. I'm not on hormones, nor will I probably ever be. Too many debts, medical, etc to be paid so I've left that pipe dream behind. Just being in a place with others such as myself gives me the balance I need to keep from losing myself in an otherwise really dark place. I like to learn and read about others' experiences and when I do post I try to be courteous as possible. It's nice to meet you all. I heop we get along. Thank you =] Hiya Melly, I know you dear, glad you found us. This is a really friendly place, a little slower pace because it's new, but everyone here is really nice.
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Post by Kira on Dec 29, 2014 6:21:34 GMT 8
Hiya :-)
I actually like the slower pace.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 29, 2014 6:24:54 GMT 8
Hiya Melly, I know you dear, glad you found us. This is a really friendly place, a little slower pace because it's new, but everyone here is really nice.Especially Kira!
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Post by Deleted on Dec 29, 2014 8:16:49 GMT 8
Well I came here to mostly read and keep my distance. The name I wish to go by is Mellysia. I'm a quiet girl on the inside, but since I was born in a male body I have a tough outer, but otherwise still quiet. I don't tend to talk much since I don't have the ability to place my thoughts into a presentation that makes sense to myself so I'd rather keep it to myself. I'm not on hormones, nor will I probably ever be. Too many debts, medical, etc to be paid so I've left that pipe dream behind. Just being in a place with others such as myself gives me the balance I need to keep from losing myself in an otherwise really dark place. I like to learn and read about others' experiences and when I do post I try to be courteous as possible. It's nice to meet you all. I heop we get along. Thank you =] What an adorable avatar. Welcome dear, pull up a chair, light the fires and candles, insence is in the air, and love abounds.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 29, 2014 8:25:27 GMT 8
Greetings fellow fire drake.
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Post by Ayla on Dec 29, 2014 17:57:37 GMT 8
Welcome. It's great to have you come join us. There are some great folk here. All are here to listen, support and to share our experiences and learnings. Each of us are at different stages of our respective journeys. Some of us didn't set out until our middle years and would have appreciated understanding, accepting and expressing our identity at an earlier age. However there is no standard narrative and no standard schedule only those which fit and work best for you.
Safe travels
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2014 8:17:33 GMT 8
Howdy all. Thank you for the warm and bright welcome. I prefer the lights dim since I'm kinda blind and bright lights scare me. Slow pace is good since the last one I was on was so fast I never talked. Yes, slow is very good. Incense is good. If anyone likes a good ole whiskey and cigar I got plenty of those. Nice people are good too which is why I decided to come on over and take a look around. I'll be here on and off until next week when I can devote more time. Right now just working a lot and trying to go back to school and game streaming takes up pretty much all my time, but I shall learn the way of masterful multitasking.....eventually.
Pretty much I can be a super girl at times and I love to fly around spreading the word as a glorious pink inner dragon. Actually I just love my avatar I want one hehe. Once again nice to meet everyone.
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Post by Laura J on Dec 30, 2014 9:03:09 GMT 8
Hello Mellysia. I'm sorry I was too slow to get an appropriate Welcome in. It's so nice to have you here.. I think you'll enjoy this smaller group, it's much more relaxed and mellow.. We all really love each other here, we're totally accepting and non judgmental, very easy to feel comfy.. Hope to get to know you better. Have a wonderful evening..
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2014 9:17:05 GMT 8
Well I came here to mostly read and keep my distance. The name I wish to go by is Mellysia. I'm a quiet girl on the inside, but since I was born in a male body I have a tough outer, but otherwise still quiet. I don't tend to talk much since I don't have the ability to place my thoughts into a presentation that makes sense to myself so I'd rather keep it to myself. I'm not on hormones, nor will I probably ever be. Too many debts, medical, etc to be paid so I've left that pipe dream behind. Just being in a place with others such as myself gives me the balance I need to keep from losing myself in an otherwise really dark place. I like to learn and read about others' experiences and when I do post I try to be courteous as possible. It's nice to meet you all. I heop we get along. Thank you =] Welcome, HRT does not necessarily mean living an authentic life and you will always be welcome and valued here. But if transition is your dream, it is not necessary and may be hurtful to yourself to abandon it. Dysphoria almost never gets better, and a little help is better than none at all. You may find resources available if you seek them, perhaps not, but many of us have had to hold to the dream for a very long time before seeing it realized. Dreams do come true. I have some spare fairy dust somewhere if you would like to fly. Julie Darling I made my fairy dust out of leftover estradiol pills and accidentally got it on Kelly, and you see how nicely she looks in that swimsuit. So you are the one that took my yummy powder.....I was keeping it in my makeup powder case, did you do your face with it dear? Oh my oh no
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2014 9:39:25 GMT 8
Welcome, HRT does not necessarily mean living an authentic life and you will always be welcome and valued here. Darling I made my fairy dust out of leftover estradiol pills and accidentally got it on Kelly, and you see how nicely she looks in that swimsuit. So you are the one that took my yummy powder.....I was keeping it in my makeup powder case, did you do your face with it dear? Oh my oh no Oh Please!
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2014 10:55:01 GMT 8
Darling I made my fairy dust out of leftover estradiol pills and accidentally got it on Kelly, and you see how nicely she looks in that swimsuit. So you are the one that took my yummy powder.....I was keeping it in my makeup powder case, did you do your face with it dear? Oh my oh no Oh Please! Ummm, you know that lovely blue eye shadow you wear sweetie? :-)
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Wherever you are or wish yo be, welcome.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 1, 2015 6:35:51 GMT 8
Well I am someone and that's about all I know currently. I will say I know hat I like at least. More or less I'm a music fanatic and love soundtrack.s On the previous forum one part of me that I had issues with was showing legitimate emotions. Music has helped me a lot. After reading about music being able to pull repressed feelings out I decided to listen to more and more music to see what would happen and I've found the kind of music that can really open me up. I'm happier than I've been in a long time.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 5, 2015 11:08:38 GMT 8
I have a question. Where can I just write a bit? I mean I have had issues in the past with really writing, but I have I guess a need to do so. I feel like I can possibly write exactly how I feel here in this place. I feel I can actually be myself here. I can just let myself finally write and cry a bit. Is that something I can do here?
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