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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Nov 28, 2023 12:22:19 GMT 8
Republicans are on the way down and out. Elections this year have shown that the abortion issue alone is killing them. On top of that, you have to be a special kind of stupid to vote for most if not all republicans and the country is well aware that they have done nothing since 2020 for the country. And now the cheeto is again going on about taking Obamacare off the very first thing and killing SS and medicare as well. I mean the republicans think its a winning deal to hurt more people that their lazy ass can't do anything have already done? Rhonda Santis is going down so fast in the polls that getting elected again in FL is not going to happen and its so laughable that he even tries to go for president again. Trump stand a very good chance of going to prison and that chance is way more than getting elected tp president, it just isn't going to happen for him. And front runner Haley is a loser and isn't going to be winning anything, the country thinks she's a flake just like trump. Even Romney has stated that he would vote democrat rather than vote for trump, I mean seriously, when a former republican candidate for pres says he would rather vote democrat... Don't put your money on the polls that have been consistently wrong since and including the 2020 elections, they use stupid questions and analysis to generate the kind of news that the usual media is using to up their business. The usual news is setting up the news to make it look like trump is a viable candidate, it brings in viewers for them and generates income for what is otherwise just ho-hum news other than people shooting each other. People are so sick of that shit, so sick of the hate and its all bad news for republicans, there are very few if any conservatives left in office and the ones who are are starting to quit because they can't take the maggots. Look at who is losing in the elections around the country right now and who is winning, the elections this year alone have confirmed that republicans everywhere are going to lose 'bigly'. Trumps delay tactics and the fact that his crowd size and even the size of the places he is holding his rallies at show that people just don't care about him and the delays in trials isn't winning, its delays and was totally expected. He makes a bigger ass out of himself every day and the house republicans are making fools out of themselves, don't expect very many of them to get elected again, republicans stuck their foot in it and are walking around like the shit on their shoes doesn't stink. It does and everyone knows it. Oh and read the reviews for MTG's new book called.... MTG, they are hilarious. Margarine Soylent Greene. See yah, wouldn't wanna be yah. Besides, everything is going according to plan or close enough to it with Biden in the White House, comer is still talking about his thousand smoking guns and yet where are they and what are they, there is no impeachment, just more MAGA tears. The left doesn't need another candidate because it just doesn't matter, people are going to vote against the right because they want their country back, it isn't about who is running, its about getting rid of the republicans. Yah they are just that bad that when it isn't about much of anything but to get rid of them, they brought it on themselves and they have nobody and nothing to bitch about because yah they are just that stupid. They offer nothing but hate and hurt, not a good way to get elected. Really fooking stupid is their only claim to fame left for them.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Dec 1, 2023 9:56:02 GMT 8
I love going outdoors. Much safer than going out windows.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Dec 1, 2023 10:30:15 GMT 8
I'm watching Alchemy of Souls again on netflix, a series of around hour long episodes and I think there are like twenty and then season two has ten. It takes place in old korea during the Jeoson times and is entirely fictional. Its pretty much a drama but like most Korean shows, it has a ton of comedy that is subtle and at the same time in your face, you have to experience it if you don't know. But it deals with the magic of souls being able to be transferred to another body and its also a lot of sword fighting stuff, bad guy is really bad and everyone else is just hilariously funny. Great acting and again its like a subtle in your face at the same time kind of thing, Korean shows and movies are full of really great acting in drama as well as comedy. Its available in an english version as well as other languages for all you foreigners, lol.... It's a real nice feel good kind of show overall and you'll like it I'm sure.
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Post by Trinity on Dec 1, 2023 10:52:31 GMT 8
Watching the Expanse again, season seven, I keep seeing new details. Plus Altered Carbon again.
Mammo came out fine, very dense which is I believe a typical trans trait.
Tomorrow is my first psyche appt, I'm going to document just how bad it was here.
But a good day, quality time with the grandson, out with family eating, a very good day.
More music stuff on the radar, learning that is, builds are still stalled.
Its already better than it was over here, and now that I have medical support again, my head is better.
But yah, the Expanse, love that one. I could easily watch it a fourth or fifth time.
Shine on.
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Post by francxs on Dec 1, 2023 11:10:07 GMT 8
At an isolated cabin in the woods. Spent the day splitting wood, walking, and grading. My partner arrived for supper.
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Post by Leena on Dec 1, 2023 11:41:31 GMT 8
Been working a lot of overtime, so I haven't been doing much else than working and sleeping.
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Post by Leena on Dec 1, 2023 13:30:19 GMT 8
I'm not really liking this, but I'm trying to make it thru the holidays before moving.
Also wanting to have a bit more fun here before I go, but too exhausted to.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Dec 2, 2023 11:37:46 GMT 8
I'm not really liking this, but I'm trying to make it thru the holidays before moving. Also wanting to have a bit more fun here before I go, but too exhausted to. But it sounds like you are working a plan, which is good. I've been working out the hassles here about finance details that they demand because it is subsidized housing for over 55 people, mostly people who use SS to get by. Fooking republican manager of the building thinks she is a better person because she pays taxes, as she put it. I'm sure I've paid more taxes than she has made in income over her life, I mean the manager of a 40 unit building is not exactly a high income job to be proud of.... So tired of people on the right thinking they are somehow superior in some way when they are delusional about everything, when you believe the illusions you live with, you become delusional and they just don't get the fact. Sorry to go off in a reply here, but anyways,.. keep stepping forward and rest when you need to and get your bearings again and move forward.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Dec 2, 2023 11:43:59 GMT 8
Here's the OST of Alchemy of Souls, the show I'm watching on Netflix. One thing about the Korean language, it has a melodic sound to it most of the time, its soothing even if you don't understand the words. Most of this is in Korean but some has english in it, which most Koreans use as a close second language. Even the signage used in stores inside and out has a lot of english and they inject it into conversations as well, it's interesting. The difference is kinda like how harsh German can sound to english speakers, to Koreans we sound harsh in that same vein, but when they use english, they can make it have that melodic tone to it. Heres the album from the show, mostly very laidback and easy to listen to.
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Post by Trinity on Dec 5, 2023 2:30:22 GMT 8
Leena you are strong and brave enough to handle anything and do it well.
Update from me. Shrink was great, there will be more, she is looking for a talk therapist for me and medicare is expanding to help there. She diagnosed me with PTSD.
Also got another not so fun diagnosis, liver disease, non fatal, chronic pain and no end in sight there- BUT if I eat mediteranean, lose 25 pounds, excercize, dance, I can beat it and maybe get rid of the chronic pain. Its just mild NAFLD at enough advance to trigger the pain. Bad eating habits.
Putting my wife on the best ACA healthcare I can get for her, she needs it now. Medicare is saving my life.
So on a self level here, all is really very good, and I go in to negotiate my contract with the business provider tomorrow and healthcare is a chip I will play.
I see the light at the end of the tunnel now, just need to outlast the BS, and trust the courts for the rest of what is going on-- which by the way is what got me so sick.
But the focus is that I can do something about it all, and for you, Leena, you are doing something about it all, so really, go out in style when you do leave.... Rock ON!
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Dec 6, 2023 11:55:17 GMT 8
Also got another not so fun diagnosis, liver disease, non fatal, chronic pain and no end in sight there- BUT if I eat mediteranean, lose 25 pounds, excercize, dance, I can beat it and maybe get rid of the chronic pain. Its just mild NAFLD at enough advance to trigger the pain. Bad eating habits. This is why I started to talk about eating healthy and making sure you are getting the right vitamins and minerals a couple years ago or so. You can beat so many things that Drs just prescribe shit meds for. I wasn't supposed to be able to walk two years ago and they said likely I would lose a leg or both. Fook that shit and I wasn't going to let the cheap ass people techs tell me I was to far gone, I looked into self care and changed a lot of things, pretty much everything. You have to understand that Drs are all taught the same things no matter where they learn, its the AMA and they have a stranglehold on what Drs can even tell you. It's no different than going to a car dealer and trying to get something fixed, if they plug it in and the computer tells them this, then this is the only answer you are going to get. While Drs can and do a lot for people, they use the very same technic way that car dealers use, try this first and then try this next until something sticks to the wall. And they won't give you the option of what is next until they have run your bill up as far as they can, they won't explain the symptoms and give you just the bare idea of what is wrong. Spend some time looking into it yourself, you'll be surprised at how easy it actually is, you can find a lot of information that isn't all greek words that have little to no meaning to the average person, just like you don't have to know the car mechanic jargon. Most everything comes down to the shit food you buy, not knowing that if it isn't real fruit and vegetables that its probably a lot of flavored sugar shit and even the real fruit and vegetables are generally suspect because of the growing conditions. But if its packaged food, throw it away, it isn't even good enough for your dog, eat more fruits and vegetables and load up on the ones that will help with whatever oddball condition a Dr tells you and never ever trust them to tell you the truth. Truth is, its a con game that they play just like everyone does, doesn't matter who it is, its a con game most likely, republicans are the very worst and really the reason everything is so fooking shady and out of control. You are what you eat and I've been eating shit food on and off my entire over 70 years because they either didn't know or they outright lied about what was good and what isn't. Biggest thing is the levels of refined sugar, drop it to as close to zero as possible, this means no more ice cream and drop the levels of fructose to zero as well, high fructose is the heroin of the food industry and its poison for the body. Cancer feeds directly on refined sugar, and once a tumor is there, its usually not detectable until it causes trouble, so no sugar is pretty much equal to not having cancer, yep the stuff is that bad for you, while they don't know if it causes cancer, they sure do know it feeds on it. Stop with the vegetable oils as well, some are worse than others, but its like having a flat tire, does it matter if there are ten holes or one... it isn't vegetable oil its oil from vegetable seeds and non of them are good for you, use olive oil and preferable is virgin olive oil, extra virgin is better still. Olive oil is actually good for you as opposed to vegetable oil whis is bad to varying degrees depending on which one, trying to save a couple bucks buying vegetable oil? You'll pay dearly for the problems it causes. Just be mindful of what kind of crap you are ingesting, you wouldn't eat anything thats bad for you and causes all sorts of bad shit right? Depending on what isle your in at the grocery store determines how much poisonous crapola you are ingesting. Your health depends on eating the right stuff, so do it and quit trying to save five buck at the checkout by buying the crap that isn't even calories for some of it, get knowledgeable and you'll find that some changes make all the difference in how good you feel, day after day, why poison yourself... I eat a lot less overall food because what I eat is health calories, so I buy less and I buy good quality things and I enjoy what I eat a lot more than I did trying to save a few bucks, a ton less junk food and that has changed to healthy snack food, the difference is a lot.
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Post by francxs on Dec 6, 2023 13:13:59 GMT 8
Just back from a short gig after a long days work. It was all pretty damn good but now I’m too wiped for gender. How’s that for an expression?
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Post by Trinity on Dec 6, 2023 23:09:22 GMT 8
Started dance again, music at night more, walks, killed the sugar affiction, d3 k2 mk7, calcium, 8 hours sleep, no tv triggers, boundaries set on no news docs orders, journalling, reading story to 8 yr old, good nature books.
Game on.
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Post by Trinity on Dec 7, 2023 5:56:40 GMT 8
The self care slipped when I started going 7 days a week 16-18 hours a day. I'm just starting to get Sundays back, and evenings, so there's improvement. But I started kind of compulsive eating when all the stuff started to go down with the political hate.
Anyway, I can really see how far I slipped both mentally and physically, and its just a matter of discipline now and outside help for the mind. Which is not mentally healthy, I knew that before but I can see it better now.
I think that can improve with awareness and taking the actions. But I do need help, my reaction to the cartoon with desantis, which really was funny, shows how far I have gone over some kind of edge. I think. Maybe? I don't really know.
Good day here, working hard, hope everyone else is having a nice day. 45 last night in Florida. Something about hell freezing over? Maybe? lol.
Lights are all over the place, other than all that news hype its pretty normal and laid back here. Got the dance studio up and running, need to wire up a light tonight, I was hitting my hands on the ceiling fans.
Guitar building Ativan? You're extremely good at it. I still need to do that one I want to try for fun with the 3 volumes and 3 tones, no 5 way just indy volumes, strat build, old squier that was the first one I got to learn on.
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Post by Ativan Prescribed on Dec 7, 2023 6:58:31 GMT 8
45F is warmer than the high was here today and it was almost record breaking, it will be if it gets to the high tomorrow. The other night is was 8F for the low temp, as cold as most peoples freezers get. It hasn't snowed enough for them to plow the parking lot here, it melts to fast for them. The fooking republican owners installed heat cables to melt the snow on the edges of the roof (yah a MN thing) so its not going to snow much at all this year because of it. Normal high temps are upper 20's now here with normal lows in the low teens, the Great White North....
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