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Post by Deleted on Jan 17, 2015 7:27:24 GMT 8
Oh the write up was because I called someone dear when they made fun of me.
I won't take that bait again, I see how the game is played.
And in the end, I actually win, if I am correct, and I think.I am.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 21, 2015 7:07:06 GMT 8
Struggling with this, sorry for the tag posting. With me silenced however I have no defence for the ridiculing and hate speech pervasive in the office, by those who said my behavior "intimidated them", and was construed to be sexual in nature and as making advances.
I really am very angry, as I cannot say a word, while others can laugh and call faggot, in a company sanctioned agenda.
Again I will not retaliate, but like a woman accused of being a whore, forgiveness will not come easily and memories will be long indeed.
Unbelievable in this day and age. How could I have been so naïve, I am mad at myself for thinking I could make a difference by being an example of kindness.
Hate sucks.
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Post by Emily on Jan 21, 2015 16:32:36 GMT 8
Next week I have to attend the Government session, and on top of that, it wont be only about listening what others say, but I will have to present and debate one of the issues. Plus, it will be the "in camera" setting, tête-à-tête. Lol. It sucks and the official dresscode would be dark suit, but I am skipping that. Still, I guess I will need black trousers and smart casual shirt (no ties!). I am thinking about either black or grey/silver, no purple accents unfortunately. I would wish to wear a cardigan on top of that, but they all suddenly make my tiny bewbs look bigger and make them to stand out. Apart of clothes, the other presentation - face and hair - are the most funny ones, cause I cant really change anything about them . But yeah, I will have to endure that - and many more .
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Post by Deleted on Jan 21, 2015 23:13:31 GMT 8
Next week I have to attend the Government session, and on top of that, it wont be only about listening what others say, but I will have to present and debate one of the issues. Plus, it will be the "in camera" setting, tête-à-tête. Lol. It sucks and the official dresscode would be dark suit, but I am skipping that. Still, I guess I will need black trousers and smart casual shirt (no ties!). I am thinking about either black or grey/silver, no purple accents unfortunately. I would wish to wear a cardigan on top of that, but they all suddenly make my tiny bewbs look bigger and make them to stand out. Apart of clothes, the other presentation - face and hair - are the most funny ones, cause I cant really change anything about them . But yeah, I will have to endure that - and many more . Good luck with that Emily! What will the session entail in terms of discussion topic?
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Post by Emily on Jan 22, 2015 1:22:40 GMT 8
Next week I have to attend the Government session, and on top of that, it wont be only about listening what others say, but I will have to present and debate one of the issues. Plus, it will be the "in camera" setting, tête-à-tête. Lol. It sucks and the official dresscode would be dark suit, but I am skipping that. Still, I guess I will need black trousers and smart casual shirt (no ties!). I am thinking about either black or grey/silver, no purple accents unfortunately. I would wish to wear a cardigan on top of that, but they all suddenly make my tiny bewbs look bigger and make them to stand out. Apart of clothes, the other presentation - face and hair - are the most funny ones, cause I cant really change anything about them . But yeah, I will have to endure that - and many more . Good luck with that Emily! What will the session entail in terms of discussion topic? Sorry, but it is one of those topics of "if I told You, I would have to kill You" - well, not that dramatic and pathetic but You got the idea. The same issue which holds me from taking further steps to transition, because I am still trying to figure out if being officially transsexual makes me legally mentally ill or not. Cause if I am mentally ill then I suddenly become uneligible (despite having done it for 10+ years).
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Post by Deleted on Jan 22, 2015 1:56:52 GMT 8
Attachment DeletedSo messed up. Playing using the rules here. Heavy eyeliner, jewelry. Found out who the backstabbers are, shunning them. Here's my hand today. Or if you like, and sorry for this...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 22, 2015 5:15:14 GMT 8
Good luck with that Emily! What will the session entail in terms of discussion topic? Sorry, but it is one of those topics of "if I told You, I would have to kill You" - well, not that dramatic and pathetic but You got the idea. The same issue which holds me from taking further steps to transition, because I am still trying to figure out if being officially transsexual makes me legally mentally ill or not. Cause if I am mentally ill then I suddenly become uneligible (despite having done it for 10+ years). Just a load of catch 22 type crap huh hon?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 22, 2015 5:20:52 GMT 8
So messed up. Playing using the rules here. Heavy eyeliner, jewelry. Found out who the backstabbers are, shunning them. Here's my hand today. Or if you like, and sorry for this... Very feminine looking hands Trinity! Yes, it's always best to shun people like that, act as if they don't exist and eventually they will get the impression that their opinion is totally meaningless to you and that in your own economy of thought that they have been relegated to non personhood. That works kind of like judo whereby you have turned the negative force of their own behavior against them.
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Post by Emily on Jan 22, 2015 5:39:21 GMT 8
Sorry, but it is one of those topics of "if I told You, I would have to kill You" - well, not that dramatic and pathetic but You got the idea. The same issue which holds me from taking further steps to transition, because I am still trying to figure out if being officially transsexual makes me legally mentally ill or not. Cause if I am mentally ill then I suddenly become uneligible (despite having done it for 10+ years). Just a load of catch 22 type crap huh hon? Maybe that one. Definitely not catch 69 .
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Post by Deleted on Jan 22, 2015 7:39:11 GMT 8
Read this, learn from it. It contains my real name, ignore that please, totally, do not release it to anybody. Besides, I don't like that name it is no longer who I am. Looks like you're going to have to cool your jets at work or face the possibility of becoming unemployed. Sorry this is happening, but it would seem that it's time to keep anything personal to yourself and put some space between you and the other worker bees for your own sake. It really sux having to answer to someone else. That is the whole reason I have done everything that I have done to make a living in my life. I can't stand the whole "Do as I say or you're fired" mentality. The couple of times I did have jobs like that and that kind of attitude was presented to me, I told them to "F" of and go "F" themselves. After that and the four years of hell, I have always been the boss or at least an independent contractor. Most of the time working alone too so no freaking office politics. OMG I hat politics on all levels especially office politics. So cooling my jets was never in the mix after the four years. They ran red hot from then until now. The thing about it is though that when one door closes another opens if you're not afraid to turn the knob. Maybe less pay but I will take freedom and happiness over being well off or rich. If you love your job and have the freedom to be you then you never work a day in your life. Hell most of the time I worked dressed like me. Just me... I have been pulled over and inspected by DOT and found them extremely respectful even dressed En Femme. Kind of surprised them a little but they regained composure really fast. Something tells me that a transwoman dressed in short shorts, a tank top, wearing high wedge shoes with painted fingernails and toenails was the least of their worries. I have never heard of a cop pulling over a transwoman or transman and got shot by them. SO I was probably a relief to them.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2015 2:43:55 GMT 8
I took the bracelet off.. to wear something in defiance just isn't me.
Back to the nice little one, and I cooled off now.
Sorry..
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Post by Deleted on Feb 3, 2015 6:28:02 GMT 8
I took the bracelet off.. to wear something in defiance just isn't me. Back to the nice little one, and I cooled off now. Sorry.. I hope I don't get in trouble for saying this and I suggest you may not need to listen to this advice if you need the job but fuck cooling off. I am maybe too defiant. I tell people to "suck me" even in full on femme. I tell people to eat my p***y in full on male. Sorry, just couldn't cuss anymore. But the moral of the story. Be you, no matter what. If yo9u feel you need to back it down then by all means back it down. If you feel you need to dial it up then by all means dial it up. Always do what you need for you and your family. I don't have family though so I can get away with a lot of crap. So really hon, don't listen to me. I am just a little off anyway.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 3, 2015 6:56:28 GMT 8
I took the bracelet off.. to wear something in defiance just isn't me. Back to the nice little one, and I cooled off now. Sorry.. I hope I don't get in trouble for saying this and I suggest you may not need to listen to this advice if you need the job but fuck cooling off. I am maybe too defiant. I tell people to "suck me" even in full on femme. I tell people to eat my p***y in full on male. Sorry, just couldn't cuss anymore. But the moral of the story. Be you, no matter what. If yo9u feel you need to back it down then by all means back it down. If you feel you need to dial it up then by all means dial it up. Always do what you need for you and your family. I don't have family though so I can get away with a lot of crap. So really hon, don't listen to me. I am just a little off anyway. The only thing not , girl right now is my hair. Instead of an angry presentation of reaction, it is the authentic trinity Satinjoy that is quietly at work. No worries dear.
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