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Post by Deleted on May 21, 2015 3:00:57 GMT 8
Who will you be?
Where do you see it going?
Where do you want it to go?
Who are you becoming?
Love and blessings
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Post by Deleted on May 21, 2015 3:35:13 GMT 8
I don't know. Maybe I won't know until I get there... But I haven't been this at peace with myself in a long, long time... It reminds me of when I was little.
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Post by Deleted on May 21, 2015 4:28:03 GMT 8
I am fried.
And shouldn't be on forum, but Im trashed from multiple deadlines.
I see me, finally, as who I am becoming in the now. Not some bratty little girl, though I shouldn't speak of h'er like that, but a mature, sensual and beautiful woman. And I know that's true, just like there is a handsome man capable of wooing his wife in me too. Just saying.
But the center of it all, is this new person I am meeting now, the one I seem to center on. Something you cant really classify, something that is us, attractive, yes, I think so, and fun, and a bit wild, not taking life to seriously, filled with the joy of living, racing, smiling, being true to myself and you too, unplugged from the gender matrix and living something completely new.
It is sh'e, in truth, I am h'er, for real. But more, there's so much more to h'er than that mature, wise, and very attractive woman. I see it now, I never saw it this way before, this is a new understanding, its taken a lot of work to find it.
I see a happy life that will last, friends and laughter, Christmases and grandchildren playing on my lap. I see journeys and new friends, others I can share hope with, an opportunity to light many candles in many souls, giving hope.
I see joy in living like I never believed possible, and the pained eyes becoming filled with love and compassion, but never forgetting the pain of being.
I see nights in satin, nights in suits, mostly I see days and nights, living like now, mixed, sensual, free. Daring to not conform, until sh'e wants to. Until he feels it needed. When its right to let one take the wheel and give the others a ride, they have it in them to enjoy what they see, each component finds the other quite attractive now. Including their physical components, all of them.
That is my selfish little vision. Its the one where the end of the rabbit hole is joy, and the fairy gets to live happily ever after.
And the best thing about it, is that its not only possible, its happening to me right now. I am living it, though sh'e cant really get out as the elegant woman sh'e can be when sh'e wants to. YET. And even then, you'll hear me speak in h'er....he, me, h'er, whoever has the voice and emotions in the moment. Because is all there at one time. Just, some are louder in that moment than others, its a dance, music playing in the heart. Its a love dance. An embrace of genders.
Blessings my dear ones. Share the joy. You got me to this place.
Trinity Satin Joy
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Post by Deleted on May 29, 2015 13:21:42 GMT 8
Who will you be? Just a continuously more amazing version me now.
Where do you see it going? As far as I can manage it.
Where do you want it to go? Across the world and into the cosmos.
Who are you becoming? The best and most authentic Me as I possibly can.
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